This was requested by ThatOneWeirdQuietKid .
Cw: Blood, murder, panic attacks, angst, poisoning, disembodiment, long ass oneshot (10k words), minor character death, quirk violence.
If you find any of the tags uncomfortable or alarming please don't read. I don't want harm for you. Also I haven't included warnings or after warnings in this fic (didn't want to ruin the flow), so please be careful.
Kirishima loves Bakugou, he would do anything for him and Bakugo doesn't understand why he needs to rip out someone's organs for touching what makes him happy.
Hello pandas are a chocolate filled snack that is popular in Japan. For anyone who didn't know.
~ 3rd PoV ~
"Fuck off Deku!!" Bakugo scoffs as he turns around to walk away.
"Kacchan!! I-i mean it." Deku tries to be brave and tugs on Bakugo's sleeve.
"You don't mean shit."
"B-but I do." Bakugo jerked his arm away and slammed Midoriya in the wall.
"No. You can't and won't. I don't want to deal with you!! WHY CAN'T YOU GET THAT IN YOUR HEAD?! WE CAN'T BE TOGETHER!!" Bakugo yelled as Deku flinched and cried silent tears.
"You know Kacchan, I have tried so hard with everything. I tried and have failed so many times but I kept moving. Nothing mattered to me more than you, Kacchan but now I don't even know about that. I have spent my whole life chasing after you, trying to make you feel my love but it never reached you. You never wanted me in your life. I knew that but I couldn't help but think otherwise. You were everything for me, everything I wanted but now you are saying i-it's too late? I can't accept it. At the very least, you can tell me why?! JUST TELL ME WHY YOU WON'T ACKNOWLEDGE ME OR MY LOVE?! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LOVE ME BACK?!" Deku fell to the ground, sobbing ugly. Tears never looked good on him. Bakugo clenched his jaw and fought himself. He made everything worse like he always does but he can't possibly mess it more right? A little truth won't be bad right?
"You wanna know why Deku?" Bakugo asked in an uncharacteristically quiet voice, his eyes looking at the moon above them. Deku tried to calm down and wiped his eyes so he could see him.
'He looks so ethereal... And I can't have him'
"W-why?"
"You never made me feel anything positive." Deku's eyes widened as the stream of his tears thickened with more. Deku could feel his heart break more as it fell apart under all the bandages he carefully wrapped around it.
"Huh?" Deku couldn't comprehend it properly, his brain fighting against the truth, trying to believe it's a lie but Kacchan doesn't lie.
"You heard me Deku. You never made me feel anything except anger, disappointed and hurt. Why should I get together with someone who can't make me feel what everyone fucking calls happiness? Don't you get tired of putting up a fucking front? I-i can't make anyone happy, not even myself, then why the fuck do you want to stay with me? I'm not great!! I'M FUCKING WEAK!! I CAN'T SAVE ANYONE!! I CAN'T MAKE ANYONE SMILE?! WHY THE FUCK DO YOU STILL WANT TO STAY AFTER ALL THE FUCKED UP THINGS I HAVE DONE TO PUSH YOU AWAY!! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST UNDERSTAND?! I DON'T WANT YOU HERE!! I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE!! I CAN'T TREAT YOU LIKE SHIT ANYMORE!! I CAN'T MAKE YOU HAPPY THEN WHY THE FUCK DO YOU WANT ME?! WHY DO YOU WANT TO STAY?!"
Deku was stunned into silence as he saw the man he loved, breakdown. Listening to those heart-wrenching sentences, understanding all the things he held to himself, all the things he did. It was worse, it was bigger than both of them. The moon shone brighter than ever, rays falling down on both heart broken boys. Neither made the move to go back to their rooms. Their tears glistening, shoulders heaving, both still trying to understand. They didn't deserve any of this but fate didn't back away.
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Bnha oneshots
FanficYep. You read the title. Smut, fluff, Yandere, and angst. Will contain character x reader or character x character. Contains straight and lgbtq+ content. The writing gets gradually better.