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haha... hey

i am SOOOOOOOO sorry you guys. 2020 was a wild ride and 2021 hasn't been much nicer. i've been through a LOT and even if i wasn't logged out of my account i wouldn't have been able to post!
i actually was planning on just... never coming back to be honest, but i went onto wattpad - without my account because i had forgot the password - and reading all of your comments STILL wanting updates made me feel a certain way. i never expected this many people would love my story!
after i saw that, i realized that i couldn't just stop writing, it's not fair to you guys, and honestly it'd just be another thing i couldn't get through. i'm sorry for leaving you all for such a long time, and i'm afraid that it may still be a little while until another chapter (i just have to look at how much i have written so far) as i still am dealing with some things.

again, i'm so sorry about all of this, i know you guys may be angry or upset and you are all allowed to feel that, but i want you guys to know that i'm gonna try my absolute hardest to finish this series for you guys. even if i have to shorten it, or lengthen it. it might take a while, but i promise that i will at least leave you guys with an ending if i were to end up dropping it.

i cannot express my gratitude for you guys that still sit and read this story, thank you all. hopefully you'll be seeing me in the next chapter very soon ;)

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