Mistaken (Epistolary | Revising)

Mistaken 30.0

December 12, 2016, Monday
3:12 p.m.

LALA:

Did my eyes fail me? Bakit parang nakita ko kayo ni Hansol kanina?

ASTRID:

Nagkataon lang na nahulog yung panyo ko tas nandun siya kaya inabot niya lang yung panyo ko sakin

LALA:

What happened next? Nakita ko lang kasi kayo sa may bintana. Kung wala lang prof, sinugod ko na kayo dun kanina

ASTRID:

He left

LALA:

Yun lang? Wala na siyang ibang sinabi?

ASTRID:

Yep. That's it.

LALA:

Is he giving you space?

ASTRID:

I dont know. At least we're getting back to normal

LALA:

You don't seem normal to me. Alam kong kasali ka na sa org nina Henson so dapat nagsasasayaw ka na sa tuwa kasi araw-araw mo na makakasama crush mo. But you only smiled when you found out you're now one of them. Tas pag lunch at inaaya ka niya kumain, ako ang dinadahilan mo kaya tinatanggihan mo siya palagi

You barely even talk these days. Tell me what's really up with you. You're not alone anymore, right? I'm now here with you.

ASTRID:

I actually don't know. Nung nakaraan pagpasok ko after ko umabsent, the first person I saw in the morning was Hansol. Kung sino pa ang ayaw ko makita, siya pa yung unang bumungad sa 'kin pagpasok ko

We had an eye contact, but he did not say a word. Dinaanan niya lang ako kaya medyo guminhawa pakiramdam ko kasi kung kinausap niya ako, baka kung ano na ang nagawa o nasabi ko

Pero alam mo, bago ko i-block number niya, binalikan ko ulit yung conversation namin. Ang tanga-tanga ko because how did I fall for his tricks? Pwede kasing habang tina-type niya yung mga reply na yun, pinagtatawanan niya ako kasi hulog na hulog ako sa mga patibong niya

Like seriously, how dumb am I? I already saw the signs! He shortcuts text. He doesn't directly answer when I mentioned books. He doesn't know the difference between "your" and "you're"

He also flirted with me and I joined the ride. Kinilig naman ako sa mga sinabi niya dati kahit nagpapanggap lang pala siya.

Gusto kong masuka. Gusto kong magpuyos sa galit kasi pinagmukha niya 'kong tanga

I dont even want to see him again, but I always see him every day. Hindi man niya ako kinakausap pero ramdam na ramdam ko naman ang presensya niya. He's EVERYWHERE.

When I go to my next class, I'll see him on the hallway. When I go to canteen, I'll see him eating there. 'Pag papauwi na 'ko, makikita ko ulit siya sa may gate, parang may hinihintay na ewan

Mag-iisang week na naman simula nang malaman natin yung katotohanan pero 'di pa rin ako maka-get over

He made me feel things before kahit sa text lang kami nagkausap. I'm not even sure if it's because I thought he's Henson or was it because of his own words and/or his own "actions"