Mistaken (Epistolary | Revising)

Mistaken 40.4

Lalisa Larquez
Active 1 hr ago

Astrid:

I think I know now

If you think I'm confused because of that jackass, Hansol, I think I'm gonna cry

Because I think so, too

I THINK SO, TOO! I MUST BE INSANE OR WHAT 😭😭😭

Like wtf, right? Niloko na nga niya ako tapos ganto pa nararamdaman ko? I liked Henson first. Hindi ko pa nakkausap si Henson, siya na gusto ko. Pero nung sinabi ni Hansol sakin na totoo yung conversation namin, na hindi lang siya nanggagqgo lang...

Hindi ko na alam. Pagkauwi ko nga kanina, may malaking teddy bear na nakaupo sa may doorstep ng bahay

At kanino nanggaling yun? Sa kanya. Kay Hansol. And he wants me to name it after my mom so if I miss her, I have this bear to hug on

Ni hindi naman ako materialistic na tao pero iba naramdaman ko nung mabasa ko yung note

It's just... 😭😭😭

I mean, this isn't the type of feeling I should be feeling for a guy I HATE AND AM STILL HATING

BRCAUSE THIS ISNT RIGHY

THIS ISN'T JUST RIGHT. I HAVE BEEN WRONGED. I HAVE BEEN DECEIVED

And yet, he's making me feel this, wtf

😭😭😭😭

Siguro nga sinubukan ko i-ignore 'to before pero kahit ayaw ko tanggapin, mas nagme-make sense sakin kung bakit ni-reject ko si Henson at kung bakit ganto ang nararamdaman ko ngayon

I just couldn't understand how and why

But I cant like that guy! I hate him to bits! I cant like the guy I am still hating! Plus you have a thing for him. And I'm still angry at him!

IT'S JUST NOT FAIR! Bakit kailangan ko mag-suffer? Bakit kailangan ko maramdaman to?

Sobrang unfair lang kasi ako na nga ang niloko, ako pa nakakaramdam ng ganto

😭😭😭😭

Anyway, good night Lala

Pasensya na kung eto una mong mababasa mamayang umaga

I just dont know what to do right now

Basta gulong-gulo na ko 😭😭😭

Pero good night

Good night 😥