Dream smp one-shots

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{Tw}: talks about gore
{pairing}: Wilbur x reader
{Au Warning}: none

You sat listening to the Gentle breeze blow the soft silky smooth grass the sound of them blowing in the gentle breeze was like music to your ears you looked around the field it seemed to go on..for eternity no trees, rivers, or lakes to be seen it was nothing but an empty yet beautiful wasteland with extraordinary and rare flowers in patches every few steps it was a sight to behold you let out a quiet sigh and brought your knees up to your chest hugging them as you listened to the grass Rustle and rub together it was a warm day the sun was out not a single cloud in the sky the breeze was so gentle and instead of giving you a chill it warmed every part of you that it could touch yet as you sat there you knew this would not last long it was inevitable what was to come it happened every time no matter how hard you tried to stop it so why bother? "Y/n" you closed your eyes and felt the breeze and soft noises stop abruptly. You didn't want to see the lie you wanted to get on with it "Wilbur." You looked behind you at the crazed man holding the piece of TNT tightly in his hand he smiled oh how you had loved his smile but you knew that That smile was not the one you had grown to love he looked around for a moment the dark void surrounding you two slowly formed into the damned place you would fall "this is a nice place don't you think? Y/n" you glared but nodded "it's a beautiful place." The forest that made it so you both were hidden was not a beautiful place anymore but a place of pain and fear the tall and thick trees hiding you both so well and the marvelous smell of pine being able to coat the smell of blood and death with no problems and it had never made you suspicious not once but now you knew the truth "I have a gift for you Y/n" you nodded slowly "I know you had one for me last time" he laughed "and do you know what happens after I give you the gift?" You turned away from him and slowly stood up letting out a very loud sigh "I die." "Yes you do!" He chuckled his voice laced with happiness. It hurt you to hear it but more than anything it made you angry "come get it! Don't be shy!" He smiled even when you didn't see it you could feel it..he always had energy like that- to make someone just feel that happiness that smile "okay.." you turned around slowly to face the man and walked to him reaching your hand out but he frowned in return "that's not how we do this." You started to tear up "I don't want to hug you..I won't hug you!" You yelled at him, your anger bubbling up his face slowly..seemed to fade "that's not how we do this." Your death place seemed to change back to the void surrounding you in darkness and the empty feeling returned "STOP!" You screamed and he reached for you bringing you into a bone crushing hug you thrashed against him trying to escape his grasp "s-stop!" You cried going limp in his arms "this. Is how we do this" he placed the TNT in your hands and pushed you away roughly the world transforming back into the dreaded place of death you looked down crying even more breaking into a full on sob every time he hugged you EVERY TIME this- memory? Dream? Nightmare? came back, you always hugged him and was painfully reminded every. Time. That he never loved you...that he killed you and left you to bleed...blown up and in pain you looked at the crazed man one last time before closing your eyes and then-

"Y/n?.." your eyes snapped open and you looked around angry with the man ready to rip that cocky smile right of his face- "y/n!" You turned around and looked down seeing Tommy "oh-..hello Toms' ' you frowned, waving at him you had somewhat good memories of him unlike most of the others where you could only remember sour and cruel things that they did "you okay? Ghostbur got me he said you were freaking out" you sighed nodding slowly "it's nothing important Tommy..that ghost isn't worth listening to anyways" you spat glaring at the ground Tommy of course defended his dead brother's spirit "hey! Ghostbur is definitely worth listening to you should try sometime..I really don't get what you have against him he's a nice lad!" You rolled your eyes no one seemed to know what that monster had done to you that he had killed you..and no one ever asked how you died so- you never really had a reason to tell the idiots you just kept it to yourself until someone..anyone would ask "well I'm going to visit techno! Would you perhaps wanna come? I'm sure Philza would love to see ya!" He smiled confidence radiating from that smile of his you only sighed annoyed yet what else did you really have to do? No one really liked talking to a negative ghost like you and Philza was one the few that you had good memories of you wished the others you had good memories of would talk to you but none of them really liked to especially fundy even though all you could remember of him was Good things "yeah whatever sure..besides I wanna pet Carl'' you floated down besides him sniffling a bit as you did "great! Let's go!"