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I love how my last chapter ended in a 0 you know, 40. idk I just love how hey end up like that :D
Anyway enjoy!
I really shouldn't promise things.... *cough* I mean whatWarning: more feels.... the type they are is for you to find out....
Mystery POV
I grabbed the flowers from the counter and headed for the door. "Where are you going?" My wife asked.
"Don't worry about it, honey." I sighed staring at the roses in my hands. "I'm going to see an old friend. I kiss her cheek and head for my car.I pulled up to the green grass covered lawn and walk through the cobblestone path. I drag my hand along the gray stones tears pooling in my eyes but I blink them away.
I walked up and knelt down setting the flowers down on the dirt.
"I- I never got to read this. I- I'm so sorry." I say my voice barely above a whisper but I knew he could hear. I took the crumpled up piece of paper I carry around with me everywhere and read aloud.
"Rob, your were my everything. You were my lifeline. You kept my heart beating at a steady pace and I could never love anyone as much as I love you. You've always been there for me and I know you always will." A tear starts to fall down my face and I let it. I can't keep holding my feelings back.
"You showed me how to live my life and I will never forget how. I will cherish you forever because you are mine and I'm yours. I'm sorry I won't ever be good enough for you, but you look past my many flaws and see there is still a barely beating heart." My heart beats louder until I'm sure everyone can hear it. My tears now flowed freely making me choke.
"I just want you to know that I love you. I'm sorry." I take a deep breathe and sit down in the grass. "I love you, babe." My fingers dig into the grass as I lean my forehead against the cool stone crying throughly. "Im... so sorry."
I wipe the tears away and say goodbye driving near the shoreline. I walk up the large mountain looking out over the gray-blue sea smelling the sea salt air. I take a deep breathe and walk to the edge. I look down seeing the sandy beach dozens of feet under me. I think about the day he found me.
I walked up tears stinging my eyes. I was about to take a step forward and realized how that would hurt him. I'd break him if I left him. I turned away and sat on the edge taking deep breaths thinking about it. About it all.
The breeze pushes my hair back and sends a refreshing pang through my body. I sit down like I did that day staring out at the ocean.
A/N
I KNOW I LIED AND IM SO SORRY IT JUST KIND OF ENDED THAT WAY AND I CANT I HURT MY OWN FEELS UGH I always do this too myself....So yes Rob died before the wedding and what Lachlan said was his wedding vow... I CANT SOMEONE HELP ME I FELL FROM THE FEELS AND I CANT GET UP😭
I usually have an idea of what I want to write in my head but then I start writing and it just goes off course like how I originally didn't think about Lachlan running out of the police station
So don't blame me blame my inner author and new ideas springing up right when I start writing LIKE IF I GOT TO CHOOSE ROB WOULDN'T OF DIED BUT THATS JUST HOW MY MIND WORKS THEN MY FI GER TAKE OVER TYPING IT AND BLEH
I'm probably going to write an ending author's note but this is it for nowWell.. this has been the end of Heartbeat <3
Ya I'm going to bed..... I'm sorry....
Oh and Lachlan married a girl because he couldn't bipedal with having a boyfriend because he knew no one could live up to Rob and idk... I gave him a wife but she ain't as good as Rob I promise. If that doesn't clear enough up for you leave a comment 😂
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Heartbeat (Wooflan)
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