not a drop

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April 15 2021

Seeing the worst thing before my eyes
Still isn't enough to make a tear drop
Not infront of a soul atleast
I don't lack feelings I feel everything full force
Tears are something I've been trained to ignore
Even when my eyes become glassy I keep it all in
"You're too old to be crying about any of this"
Yeah, sure, ok I'll keep it inside
But don't look at me in disgust When my reactions aren't "right"
You taught me this
You deal with it
Not my fault at the end of the night.

~lesha

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