⚠️TW- MENTIONS OF BODY SHAMING AND SELF IMAGE⚠️
May 28 2021
You humiliate me infront of everybody
Should I just not eat
I would faint silently
Should I just not eat
And when I'm sick dont look at me
And when I cry dont console me
Don't wanna hear it
Because you didnt do anything to help
I was tired of hating myself
Just because I'm a bit bigger than whats ideal to them
Apparently I eat everything I see
No matter if I'm hungry or not
I don't care if u care or not about me
Your words have been harming me for years
How many times I had to hold myself
How many times I had to stop myself
How many times I didn't like what i saw in that stupid cursed mirror
As soon as I got a bit better
You remind me of what I thought I was

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