What Are We

Part 2 : Yoonjin Fishing

Suga Pov~

With the bitter feeling of jimin's confession being a joke. I drowned myself into the world of insecurities.

I started questioning myself, and how l am not good enough tor jimin. He clearly deserves someone as lovely and affectionate as him, not someone who doesn't know how to express his feelings

Without me even realizing the tears started welling up in my eyes, and silently falling over my notebook

The lyrics for new song faded a bit due to tears but was way to averwhelmed to care about that

was lost in my trance of thoughts but it was broken by a sudden message

*text*

It was a message from Jin hyung, informing me about change in Time for our fishing trip, tbh | had pretty much forgotten about it.

And if Jin hyung hadn't reminded me like this, I would have probably missed it

But good thing he indeed reminded me

Wiping of my tears I got ready for bed, for I didn't wanted to be exhausted tomorrow,

I know how much this means to Jin hyung and I really don't want to ruin his fun.

"Next Day*

Suga Pov

I huge part of me just wanted to cancel the plans and just sulk in my bed, but I somehow controlled the urge and got ready.

Going outside might freshen me up and help me get back on track.

But it would be a lie if I said that I wasn't feeling sick, I didn't even had the energy to hide it, so it my distress was probably visible.

But let's just hope Jin hyung doesn't question it.

Jin Pov ~

We reached the lake and entered the boat with our stuff.
We were both sat on deck of the ship, calmly waiting to catch the fish.

But the environment was way different than ever before, today, yoongi seemed a bit distressed.

And even yesterday it seemed like something was bothering him, he didn't had the usual Savage Suga tone in responses.

After a good few minutes, I placed my hand on his shoulder which startled him for a second but soon enough he collected himself, and said "𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙝𝙮𝙪𝙣𝙜?" "𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙙?𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙤𝙣" I replied, confusing him a bit, and when I got no response from him, I continued "𝙎𝙪𝙜𝙖, 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙦𝙪𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙘𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙨 𝙗𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪-" "𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩? 𝙉𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙤𝙙" yoongi said cutting my sentence. Sighing I said "𝙄 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙬, 𝙘𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙖𝙘𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵?" to which suga whispered, "𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘨, 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸" making me even more concerned as I spoke "𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙗𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪"
"𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙚𝙢𝙗𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜" mumbled yoongi who thought his feelings were silly.