What Are We

Part 1

Huffing loudly jimin sat beside yoongi who was working on beats as always, but when he got no response from the older he sighed loudly, but again, nothing, so he just got direct, tugging on suga's hoodie he  "𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘨𝘨" "𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘮" suga said, finally giving jimin the attention he was looking for and jimin smiled shyly at the nickname but it was soon erased as he remembered why he was there in first place, "𝘐 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘰𝘺𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥" jimin said out of the blue, "𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵?" replied suga who was fairly taken aback at this sudden unexpected confession.

"𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘦𝘦, 𝘛𝘢𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘬𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘕𝘢𝘮𝘫𝘪𝘯 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵, 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘰𝘭𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘕𝘢𝘮𝘫𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘰𝘣𝘪 𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘺/𝘯, 𝘴𝘰 𝘸𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴" jimin said in one breath, to which yoongi cocked an eyebrow and said "𝘢𝘯𝘥?" waiting for the explanation. As if jimin wasn't already nervous enough, yoongi had decided to be even more intimidating. But well jimin is an awesome actor and hence he was easily able to hide his nervousness.
While pretending to be cool jimin said "𝘐 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘥, 𝘴𝘰 𝘸𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦. 𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘶𝘯 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘯𝘢𝘦, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸." yoongi chuckled at jimin's response, quite bitterly and with a bit of disappointment, maybe he was hoping for him to be more serious, but he clearly was not. So he just brushed of the topic, and Jimin had already used all the courage he had, and bringing the topic back up was way too much, so their talk was put to an end their.... at least for now.

And just like that both of them carried on with their day pretending to have left the "joke topic" while their minds were still not over that talk, yoongi continued with producing beats, even though his mind was focused on that "proposal" and how he wished it to be true, though it was just a joke to 𝘩𝘪𝘴 Chim.  On the other hand, jimin was cursing at himself for chickening out at last minute, though he didn't exactly planned to propose today, but when he finally, even if accidentally, proposed yoon he made excuse to hide his feelings, but a part of him was glad that at least, he didn't ruin his friendship with yoongi.

Maybe he was silly to think so, but I part of him hoped yoongi would love him back, but the rest of him knew that the confession would only ruin the friendship, and he should just suppress his 𝗌𝗂𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗍𝗅𝖾 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌 for their friendship's sake. And thinking about how he might never get with his love (Yoongi) glossed up his eyes, which did 𝘯𝘰𝘵 go unnoticed by his dear 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘛𝘢𝘦. Taehyung hugged his buddy jimin, and that was the last straw for jimin, he broke down crying in arms of Tae, he didn't ruined friendship, he didn't confessed, things were just like before, but he felt as if they would never get better.

And thinking about it was crushing his soul, while chim's tears tore Tae's soul. He pulled out their usual 𝘴𝘰𝘫𝘶 so chim can drink his tears away. While Tae and chim were busy being drunk goofs together and commenting on how it's Yoon's loss for missing out on the angel ChimChim.
Which made jimin a feel a bit better and after all this wasn't something new. Because they never thought that suga(yoongi) would reciprocate chim's feelings. Which of course was hurting jimin, but he wasn't the only one who was hurting.
Yoon was going through the same dilemma, as chim was sweet and gentle with everyone, so he never thought that chim might have felt the same,

they both never really thought of it as two sided love, but they sure hoped for it to be, but little did they know 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑎 𝑡𝑤𝑜 𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒, 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑜 𝑖𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑓𝑒𝑠𝑠.
𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘴.