What Are We

Part 3

"𝙄 𝙬𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙘𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙤 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙚 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙮, 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙙𝙤𝙪𝙗𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙝, 𝙖𝙡𝙨𝙤 𝙞𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜, 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙞𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙘𝙧𝙪𝙨𝙝?" Jin said.

"𝙃𝙤𝙥𝙚!" Yoongi said

Startling Jin a bit,
he was taken aback by Yoongi's response, he didn't knew what he was expecting yoongi to say, well he 𝙙𝙞𝙙 had a name back in his head but it sure wasn't 𝙝𝙤𝙗𝙞, he thought it would be 𝙟𝙞𝙢𝙞𝙣....

"𝙗-𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙨 𝙖 𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙡 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙...." Jin shuttered through.

A part of him was convinced that yoongi's crush is hobi, after all, they seem like soulmates. They are super close and are best friends!
It doesn't seem that out of place. But it wasn't right, at all. Hobi had a girlfriend and this could potentially ruin everything, their friendship entire bangtan.
Other part of him was still clinging onto his intuition, he didn't wanted to believe it was hobi, whom yoongi loved.

To Jin's surprise, yoongi started laughing hysterically.
'what's so funny in this' he thought to himself.

"𝙃𝙮𝙪𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙨𝙖𝙬 𝙖 𝙜𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙩" yoongi said in between laughter. "𝘿𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙢𝙮 𝙘𝙧𝙪𝙨𝙝 𝙞𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙝𝙤𝙗𝙞"

After hearing the last sentence Jin left out a sigh of relief and lightly smacked yoongi's head for scaring him like this, yoongi kept laughing, Jin was relieved that it's not hobi. But still curious to know who it was, if it wasn't hobi. But again he was too scared to ask the question again so he dropped the topic.

A part of him was worried that yoongi was just covering up, that yoongi actually likes hobi but after looking at his face he decided to play it off.

But again, if this was the truth, he didn't wanted to accept it, he didn't wanted to accept that his one best friend is in love with his other best friend who is in relationship with someone else. The thought of this made him feel uneasy, the thought of so many heart breaks was unbearable for him.

He wasn't ready to bear it and he would much rather prefer to be live in a lie then to know the truth, if the truth was gonna be this painful.

On the other hand, yoongi was finally ready, finally ready to reveal his crush to someone. He really wanted to put it off his chest, but at first he got scared(?) and hence said the first name that came to his mind.
'why couldn't I say chim's name'
He started questioning his own feelings, after a long time he had finally accepted that he is in love with that cuddle machine, but now he was back where he started.
Confused with his own feelings. But one thing he was sure about was that his crush isn't hoseok. He couldn't be in love with his own best friend, right?

After both yoongi and Jin came back to the dorm, yoongi went to his room and locked himself in it. But it wasn't anything new after all he often chose to isolate himself when he wasn't feeling the best.

And Jin went straight (or shall I say gay XD) to his boyfriend joon's room. He was feeling distressed, he needed to share his problem with someone, he needed someone to keep him safe and sane. Because thought of his family, bts, breaking apart was panicking him.

Joon was at the study table working on some lyrics, his door was wide open as always. At first he didn't noticed Jin, but as soon as he did a huge smile formed on his face, he bounced off of the chair and engulfed Jin in his soft embrace, melting all of Jin's worry and making him forget about everything else, but soon enough Jin remembered the main reason he came in.

"𝙅𝙤𝙤𝙣" Jin said slightly tugging back from the hug, joon could hear the distress in Jin's voice, he could feel that something wasn't right, the happy and jolly expression of joon's Face was replaced by a serious and concerned expression. He made Jin sit on the couch near them and asked Jin to open up about his problem. Soon enough, Jin summarized everything that happened today, slight drops of tears formed in his eyes thinking about the possible negative outcomes.

Joon's eyes softened hearing all of this and looking at his love's sad face, he wasn't the one to cry but looking Jin's almost tearful state was testing him. He gently hugged Jin, making Jin break down in sobs.

Joon was on verge of tears, Jin crying was one thing that made his heart ache the most.

He kept hugging and softly rubbing Jin's back while rocking him a bit while Jin cried for a while. He knew Jin needed to let out his emotions.
After a while when Jin calmed down, joon held Jin's hands in his hands and spoke softly "𝙅𝙞𝙣, 𝙄 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙗𝙡𝙖𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙪𝙡𝙩. 𝙔𝙤𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙞'𝙨 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙣'𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙪𝙡𝙩, 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙞 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙨 𝙖 𝙘𝙧𝙪𝙨𝙝 𝙤𝙣 𝙝𝙤𝙥𝙚, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙞𝙛 𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨, 𝙬𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙞𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙤𝙣. 𝙋𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 '𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙚' 𝙞𝙩 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙗𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙙 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝙮𝙤𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙞 𝙞𝙨 𝗦𝘁𝗿𝗼𝗻𝗴, 𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙗𝙚 𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙙𝙤 𝙨𝙤.

𝗢𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲𝘀, 𝗽𝗲𝗼𝗽𝗹𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝗼𝗺 𝘄𝗲 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗿𝗲𝗰𝗶𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗰𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀, 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱, 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲.
𝗦𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲𝘀 𝘄𝗲 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝘂𝗽 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘄𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗮 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗯𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝘀𝗲, 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝘀𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗱 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗮 𝗵𝘂𝗿𝘁 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁.

𝗪𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗶𝗻 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲, 𝘄𝗲 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝘂𝗽 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮 𝗯𝗿𝗼𝗸𝗲𝗻 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁, 𝘄𝗲 𝗺𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗶𝗲𝗰𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗼𝗴𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗺𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗼𝗻 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘄𝗲 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗯𝗲 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿, 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙄 𝙛𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪."

Jin's heart melted at the last line.

"𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙄 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙥 𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙙𝙡𝙚." joon continued "𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙛 𝙝𝙤𝙗𝙞 𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙞𝙩 𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙙𝙤 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙗𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙩'𝙨 𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙠 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙞, 𝙗𝙚𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝗜 𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗼𝗯𝗶 𝗶𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗰𝗿𝘂𝘀𝗵."

Jin nodded as response and both of them decided to visit suga's studio to know the exact thing because, he was the only one who knew the entire truth. But suga wasn't there, they knocked up on his room door too but no one answered.
Joon called yoongi but he wasn't picking up his phone either.

Where is yoongi?