Sometimes I Wish You Would Leave Me (A Marianas Trench Fan Fiction)

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

Matt's POV

As I pulled into the condo's driveway where Josh lived, I felt that something was wrong. As I knocked on his door, I was expecting a "Come in!" But heard nothing. I quickly opened the door and saw a light on upstairs.

As I walked up the stairs, I could hear some faint whimpers coming from the bathroom. I hoped what I thought I was thinking wasn't the case.

I was right.

Josh lay on the floor staring at his wrists, covered in a couple new cuts. As he saw me walk in, he quickly looked down in shame.

"Matt-"

"Why Josh? Just....why?" I said, trying not to cry.

He told me about Danielle, and how he thought she didn't like him even though they were supposedly an item. I just passed him the hydrogen peroxide to disinfect his cuts. I quickly 411ed Danielle and told her what happened.

Danielle's POV

After what Matt told me, I cried a river. I just lay on the floor in shock. I felt depressed that Josh would do that. I just lay there on the floor until I fell asleep.

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When I woke up, I felt like Josh didn't love me anymore. I went to the bathroom and took out the bottle of pills I never thought I'd ever take. They were the pills that killed my sister.

I thought I heard banging on my front door, but I quickly opened the jar and took out a couple pills. I put them in a cup, and got out some water. I was about to put the pills in my mouth but then someone opened the bathroom door.

"Dani-NOOOO! Please!" Josh screamed, and flung the cup, bringing me to a hug, us both crying.

"You should have let me die! Nobody loves me!" I yelled, feeling unwanted.

"But I do...."Josh trailed off, and I got the message, and nodded.

"Don't do that to me ever again!" I whimpered.

"Don't try that!" He cried, and we murmured promises. We just stood there until Matt came in and saw us but quickly left.

Josh softly wiped my tears away, while I slowly patted his.

"D-Don't do th-hat!" I stuttered, and he nodded.

"As long as you won't leave me." Josh whispered, looking me with his blue eyes, brimming with tears.

I nodded and pushed his bangs out of his face. Josh leaned down and pressed his lips to mine, gently enough to tell me how much he cared yet passionate enough to tell me what he would do for me.