Too close Juyeon

Leaving Me

I got the job I'm leaving today" he said, he looked happy but also sad at the same time. I threw my backpack and ran to give him huge hug "I'm going to miss you so much" I said  not wanting to let go. Juyeon said "I'm also going to miss you, I'll call you every day before you go to sleep", I nodded and we went in a taxi to the airport the door was right there for him to leave.

"You didn't had to come, your going to have to leave all alone" he said, "don't worry I'm a big boy now" I said. He smiled he patted my head, the luggage was all set he just had to leave he was walking closer. I felt lonely and I had a strange feeling that I was never going to see him again.

I turned back and walked away, but some arms were grabbing my waist he said "I don't want to leave you like this so far away from you, I might die." I laughed and said "your so funny babe come here look at me I'll be okay and you don't forget I'll always be with you. Admiring your work, okay." 

He nodded, I miled at him and a tear got out of my eye Juyeon saw it and wiped it away with his hand. "Last call for London" said the speaker, he kissed me so passionately like he has always done. And while running back he kept throwing flying kisses. I began to cry I did't want him to see me like this.

He left, I don't know what to do know. It totally feels like before when I had no one on my side, otherwise thanks to that I got to meet Juyeon. I went back home I cooked some ramen, and then went to sleep I was laying in the bed all alone I could smell juyeon's smell on the pillow. It made me miss him even more. 

In London--

I wonder how Eric is feeling, maybe very lonely because I'm not there cuddling with him right now or giving kisses in his head. I miss his smell, and how he always eats ramen. It hasn't even been one day and I already miss him.

I hope the plan is going as planned. I took a shower and went to sleep but before I looked at the roof and said "goodnight Eric sleep well my love, I miss you."

Back in Seoul--