Too close Juyeon

Not Into You

I got up and went to check the mail, I opened it and saw a envelope. I went back inside and opened it, it was pictures and a card. Pirctures of London, it looked so pretty I wish I was there with him. Then, I texted Juyeon and texted him "got the envelope love the photos, how's your morning."

It has past half and hours and he has not texted me back, him not here makes me feel more lonely then I already am. I just hope he's alright and that that guy won't bother him.

--In London--

"Oh I'm early" I walked to the snack bar, and grabbed a water bottle. I heard a door opened it must be the director. But he just grabbed my water bottle and dranked from it, who does he think he is. "Why are you here so early?'" I asked, "my boss wanted me to be early, I didn't except seeing you here this early" he said.

"I couldn't sleep" I said

"thinking about me?" he said

"don't be narcissistic Ji Woong" I said.

"Don't call me that, call me Ji nam" 

"okay Ji nam what do you want?"

"I don't know to know you"

"yea that's not going to happen" 

I walk away but he walks in front of me and stops he touches my face downwards to my adam apple and down to my chest. "You know someone like me can make someone like you feel special"

"I already feel special"

I push him to walk away, who does this guy think he is he thinks just because he has looks and money he can have whoever he wants. I need to get out of here before he does something crazy again. I stayed seated outside in a bench, not wanting to be disturbed then I suddenly remembered Eric is in break. 

I got out my phone and called him 

"hey babe are you on break?"

"yes I just came out"

"that's good"

"aren't you working?"

"no I came a hour early, that's why I called you"

"oh okay that's good thanks for not forgeting about me"

"how could I forget about you I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you coming to the school that day you remember"

"yea you looked so handsome that day"

"you looked so cute with your short blonde hair"

"yea you haven't changed a bit"

"about what?"

"flirting"

"oh well that is true"

We talked for half an hour.

"Oh well the manager is here I have to go I'll call you later"

"don't bother you have to focus on your job"

"hey I'm the oldest if I'm saying I'll call you later it's because I'll call you later okay"

"haha okay I'm sorry your majesty"

"Love you"

"love you too"

I hanged up and went back inside. The day felt so long especially with this heat, I got a break I went right away to my water bottle I finished the whole thing "ahh damn this heat"

"are you okay Juyeon" asked the manager

"yes I'm just tired"

"well were almost finished hang on okay" I nodded, I started breathing heavenly not stopping.

"Hey you don't look okay you should rest"

"care about your self Ji nam"

"I'm being serious at this pace you could faint"

I was getting dizzy and then fainted. "I got you Miss he fainted" said Ji woong. "You'll be okay hold on." I woke up in the nursery and saw Ji woong sitting down "finnally your awake are you okay?"

"Yes, why are you here shouldn't you be in the shooting"

"uhh the manager told me to stay here with you"

"ohh" I slowly got up and tried to move without falling, "where are you going?"

"I have to get back to work"

"oh no no the manager told me to get you out of here, you have the rest of the day off"

"huh all of a sudden?" Ji Woong nodded stopping me from going back to the shoot. He said "I'll take you to get a ice cream sounds good?" I nodded he slowly got me out of here. I grabbed my bag and left with Ji woong.

We went to the Ice cream shop near the street "I'll get vanilla what do you want?"

"uh also vanilla, wait are you paying?"

"yes" he looked like he didn't want me to pay, what's up with him being so nice all out of a sudden. We sat at a bench eating the cone.

"Well I have to go see you tomorrow" he said about to leave

"uh Ji nam"

he turned back concerned "yea"

"I just wanted to say thank you for today"

he smiled and said "with my pleasure." And left with a smile, he really isn't a bad boy he just wants to be loved. Just like Eric a year ago, and here we are in a relationship miles away not cuddling or being with each other like before. 

I am kind of reggretting leaving him all alone, he might feel like before we dated all alone and hurt. I really don't want to hurt him maybe this was a bad idea.