Too close Juyeon

So into you

In the hotel room I couldn't sleep without thinking about my him he saved me even after all I did to him. I somehow feel like I owe him something now, and it's crazy how I'm back in my home town after being away.

- South Korea-

It's what five o clock oh he hasn't send me any messages I wonder if he remembers it's my birthday. I slowly get up and walk downstairs to get a drink of water, ding dong who could it be at this hour. 

"Happy Birthday!!!!!" he yelled "Juyeon what are-why? what? OMG!!" I yelled crying to the floor, Ahh this is the best day of my life "haha happy birthday babe stop crying haha" he says comforting me crying in the floor. "You are the worst" I tell him crying hugging my legs.

"Get up come on go get changed I'll make you some seaweed soup" omg he's actually here I can't believe this is actually happening. Up the stairs to get changed I can't believe he is going to make me seaweed soup here with me. Not in London focus Eric get changed and go kiss him like every single day before falling asleep.

I rush down stairs turn him around and get on my tips to kiss him like I always did with passion. "Hey hey slow down will have more time for that later" he laughs pulling me away "awww seriously it's been years without your soft lips" I shrug walking away. "It's boiling i'll let it cook why don't you tell me how have you been?"

"better now that your here why are you here and not in London?" 

"I took the weekend off to come to your birthday why you don't want me here?"

"no no I do want you here is just that at least you could've let me know"

he laughs that beautiful smile I missed that beautiful smile. Smiling at me. "Why do you look thinner have you not eaten?"

"Not really I've been busy"

"that's a lie yesterday you went to work early because you wanted to not because they told you to" I say leaning away upset he loves more his job. It's obvious, he slowly reaches my hand and grabs it staring at my eyes "Eric I'm so into you even if you throw me over a cliff I'll still be into you" he says pulling a upset positive smile.

"Now that's the men I love" he laughs and kisses my hands getting up to check on the soup. He looks so handsome in a apron he looks like a model in a chef photoshoot.

"The soup's ready eat up I'll watch" "you'll watch me eat why?" "Can I not?" he asks in a different tone of voice. I nod in embarrassment grabbing a spoonful of soup I put my head back surprised by the awesome taste. "Is it good?" "when did you learn to cook so well?" A smile on his face says he is overeacting and knows he is the best.

I shook my head in disagreement and keep eating the soup, I finished it quicker then expected "you full?" "oh yea I can't eat no more" suffering from the huge belly eache. He gets up and gives me a massage in my shoulders "is this better?" 

I moan and yell in pain, I have been so stressed these last few days I couldn't even turn in the last few assignments because of Ji Woong tormenting my life. I never knew loving someone can ruin your whole life, "your really stressed out has everything been okay in school?" "oh yes perfect I just haven't been getting enough sleep" I lie. 

"Well don't worry you'll sleep well tonight" "really?" "yes because I'm going to sleep with you I'll make sure you have a good sleep" I smile he litteraly is the best anyone could ask for.

He keeps massaging me for ten minutes and then cleans the whole kitchen and my room, as I slowly walk to by bedroom I see Juyeon looking at a magazine of Ji Woong. It's the one I wrote all about him being a bad person. 

"What is this Eric?" "uh well I knew you dislike him so umm-" 

"that doesn't give you the right to do this humans have hearts to grow up" he yells throwing the magazine behind him as walking away. I start feeling tears this is the first time we fight and even in my birthday the day that I am suppose to feel happy.

"Juyeon why are so mad at me I thought you hated him" I yell at him back crying, as much as I hate letting him see me cry I can not let someone else be close to my man.

"He saved me yesterday I fainted by heat and he made me feel better. You know what I didn't even tell you so I guess you didn't do nothing wrong" he says looking away regretting yelling at me. "I can tell you would do the same thing as me if you were in my place. Well you would break there neck actually" I say laughing and crying.

He turns to face me and smiles walking forward he grabs my neck and make me stare at him "I apologize for yelling at you in your speacial day I'm the worst" "yes you are but you are also a good kisser" I say leaning towards his lips enjoying every minute I have left.

Two hours later were already naked and a mess in my bed all sweaty and yucky it's been so long since we have had this type of fun. "Cutie you know I could never fall in love with no one else right?"

"Of course I know"

"and just to make it clear me and Ji Woong are friends now for your information I don't hate him and you won't hate him, undestand"

"fine as long if he always keeps his distance"

"alright ahh your so overprotecting I'll call you in case if he tries anything okay" "fine." We finally go to sleep.

Even if he is friends with the boy I dislike I am at least grateful he came to celebrate my birthday with me. As this day could get any better or worse well worse is that I won't be able to walk for a few days, no weeks. Aish sometimes I hate Juyeon so much but that's what makes him more charming.

Fucking me so hard without mercy every single time even if he is in a good mood or in a bad one, nothing will change.