THE DOM STRANGE POSSESSION

conclusion

Beth

My first thought when I woke was ' this has got to be the best sleep I've had in a long time. Too long if you ask me '
The next was trying to remember the last time I slept this well.
Actually I can.
That would be the day before this sham of a marriage.....

Holy shit .....
Where am I?
It all came flooding back to my like a Damn dann been bused open.

Last night.
The date.
His treat.
Me hitting him.
Oh shit i hit him, I actually hit the fucker.

His treat .....
He went as far as to threaten me with my kids.
How low could one person go yo have his way?
How heartless can he be?
Would he really take my girls from me ?
What am I thinking of course he would. That's the kind of heartless jerk he is. 
What was uncle thinking when he got me into this?
I know, he wasn't think crap. That's what.

I pared my eye open and immediately close them again from the blinding light coming in through the window.
Slow I tried again and allowed me eyes to adjust to the light.
Am in his bed room. I remember from the last time I was here.
Shit
U really shouldn't be here this is so wrong.

I tried to get out of bed only for my feet to get tangled in the sheets and I fell flat on my ass.
'Just my luck.'

Getting up i realized I was wearing one of his shirts, damn it smells so much like him. Minty and masculine.
I need to cut it out. Erase these stupid thoughts from my head. This is the mother fucked who's trying to take my kids away from me the same asshole who told me he would never want me and couldn't wait for us to get a divorce as soon as the year ends.

I grab my stuff and slowly made my way from the room. I needed to go fine the girls and make sure they eat breakfast but first I had to get to my room on the other side of the house cause I couldn't let them see me like this.

It was fifteen minutes later when I walked into the kitchen and almost had a fucking heartattack.

"Do it again daddy." Anna scream while Ailey giggled and struggled to breath. Alex balance a spoon on his nose while juggling three eggs in his hand.

I was like walk in on the twilight zone.
What the hell?
Did I die last NIGHT?

I slowly walked further inside the kitchen thinking this must be some sick dream or nightmare.

"What's going on here?" I asked not even a hundred percent sure I'd get a respond since am still pretty sure am dreaming.

They all stopped and tired looking at me like I was the one been totally weird, in the process making Alex drop the eggs he was juggling.

"Oh oh daddy broke the eggs! He's in so much trouble." Ailey giggled and covered her mouth like it was some grand secret. "Right mommy?" She said turning back to me while my mouth hang open.

All I could think was ' when the in the ever-loving-hell did my kids start calling Alex daddy?" And 'why the fuck didn't I know about it?' This is bad. Why bad and they wouldn't even understand why. I just fucking recently found out and it still driving me nuts.

"Right mommy?" Ailey said again and this time it got me out my thoughts.

"Hmmm." Was all I said like the idiot I am.
Shit what was she saying again?

"Mom, dad broke the eggs." Ailey tried again.
Oh right eggs. Broke. Daddy.
Shit they call Alex daddy.
Dear am not processing the well. I think am having a panic attack.

But then warm lips press to my open ones and all of A sudden I can feel myself calming down.
I feel my pulse slowing.
And I don't feeling like zooming out anymore.
I start feeling relax.

"Eeewww! Daddy's kiss mommy." Both Anna and Ailey said in unison and that when it hits me.
Alex
Alex is kissing me.
He kissing me infront of the kids.
How do I explain that to them?

Am about to go into panic mode and when I felt him near my ear, " don't going into shock on me 'Wife' we still haven't had breakfast." He said before  planting another firm kiss on my lips.

What the hell is going on?

When my eyes finally focus back on the girls Anna was busy bouncing on her seat excitedly explaining something to Alex, while Ailey was in his arms smiling and listening to whatever it is that her sister was telling.

Yep...
That's it. Am dreaming.
Anna doesn't giggle. And she definitely doeant get caught up in anyone not even hee sister. She is the type of child doesn't think it's worth much of her time if you're not on her level.

"Mom, ate you going to make breakfast?" Anna asked this time. "Ate do you wanna chance dad biting the house down?" She continue.

When I looked over on Alex he had a wicked smirk on his face and I could help but wonder what the hell he was up to.

If he was mad at me that's fine but using my kids was out of it.
All of a sudden I felt like I wanted to cry. This was my life and my kids life he was messing with.
All because of some stupid rules and because he wanted to show me he was the one in control.

He needs to know that he's not allowed to use my kids like this. He's not allowed to make them feel like this is permanent when he knows this will end soon. And he's not allowed to offer them something that he know she can't give them. The only thing in the world she can't make right for them no matter how hard she'll try. Cause he'll never truly stay to be their day and that's the part that hurts most of all.

With that in mind she made up her mind she came to one conclusion and that is she will get away from this man as soon as possible no matter what it takes.