Borusaru: High School love

True feelings

Sarada Pov:
As i was laying with boruto i got a text from a unknown number " how does it feel to be attacked " is what it said I could only think of one person who go as far as this.. it had to be sumire. I tapped boruto because he had fallen asleep when we got to his room, "huh? Whats up princess " he said with a deep sleepy voice, which was the sexiest ever, but look bolt at this text message, he read it and blocked the number and told me not to worry, i soon got a text from shika saying they were on their way back so i knew it was safe for me and hima to go to our dorm again, boruto got up and walked us to our dorm. As we stood outside the door, hima walked in and went to bed, bolt and I had a moment and kissed each other and i facetimed him right away when the door shut behind me, he was yawning we mostly didn't talk because we were both dog tired tonight was a whole rollercoaster we raced back here after getting tracked by guards and the dean and then being attacked by kawaki out the blue! Suddenly the door opened and it was chocho with blush on her cheeks , i didn't know you wore so much blush i said teasing her, "girl me and Mitsuki were making out " she said so casually I squealed in excitement for her , hearing that cheered me up a little, i then saw chocho look around the room seeing the mess, i explained what happened to her and she got mad , suddenly my phone blinked with multiple notifications from snapchat , it was a body cam video of kawaki attacking me, and the screen recordings showed it came from sumire's account but i made sure to save the video then i blocked every account who tagged me in it, because why is a tiny female being attacked by a boy so funny and entertaining? Yeah if me and sumire fight that's different but he literally assaulted me? She's so dumb quick to post everything as if I'm not going to the dean tmr about it, i showed chocho the video and i saw her get so angry she just laid down, i told her to tell me more about her and Mitsuki, she went on telling me how cute and dreamy he was it was adorable seeing chocho swoon about a guy. When chocho drifted to sleep i saw some glass shards from a broken picture frame on the floor many thoughts filled my head i grabbed a piece and made a few incisions on my wrist tiny enough for me to see, the physical pain made me temporarily escape the mental pain i was feeling constantly for the past 3 months now i just hope no one notices
Time skip to the morning in homeroom
Boruto pov:
We all met in our homeroom which was professor anko, she did roll call and we all just chilled until our 1st block. I sat next to my princess of course holding her hand and I noticed some small bruises on her skin near her hand probably from defending herself from that bitch ass dude who attacked her and I also noticed some small cuts on her wrist cuts that looked like someone put them there, thoughts flew into my brain, i got worried and started sweating I looked at her with concern in my eyes, she noticed and asked what was wrong, i pulled her near and asked about the small cuts , what happened on your wrist? " oh that a picture frame broke and the glass cut me!" She said confidently, i said oh and flashed her a fake smile but i knew she was lying through her teeth " what do you think they were?" She asked me with concern. Truthfully I thought you cut yourself i got worried i said to her. Her face dropped and her expression changed and i knew something was up, i asked mrs anko to excuse us and we walked to the hallway leaving everyone confused. Sarada whats going on?
Sarada pov:
Bolt pulled me to the hallway "Sarada whats going on" he said to me with a worried look, i knew something was wrong he called me Sarada and not princess or baby , i looked to him with sadness in my face " i-i okay i cut myself okay!" I looked at him as tears started forming in his eyes I couldn't stop my tears either i sat down sinking my face in my lap crying he kneeled down and asked why did i do it? You see bolt I've dealt with so much and sumire she's mentally draining me of all the things she's done to me in the little time we stopped being friends affected my mental health drastically, she keeps finding ways to hurt me I finally stood up and fought her ignorance and stood up for myself all she ever does is send me messages telling me to kill myself i don't deserve my life she's told me, i try to ignore as much as i can then she pulls shit like having that boy attack me, I can't take it anymore bolt , when i was traveling i put on fake smiles infront of my parents I couldn't even tell them my thoughts, the constant fight between my brain and my heart got in the way, i wanted to speak up and just yell to them im depressed and that i want to take my life! But at the same time they gave me nothing but love and everything i needed it felt selfish of me to even think that way but why did i feel that way? Because one girl two bitches and guy brought me down that much, i knew being with you brought me happiness and when im with you I get so happy and feel at peace but my situations only get you hurt my life is probably causing you pain, i hate it i have severe anxiety and not only that sumire knows dark things about me she's mentally fucking me man, I can't keep on with the petty fights or arguing i just want to end it all bolt, i said hugging him crying
Boruto pov:
It broke my heart hearing Sarada open up about her actual feelings and how much this sumire thing affected her, the words that evil conniving bitch said actually hit Sarada hard, Sarada is the type to help you before she helps herself her heart is literally made of gold, she wasn't always like this , I've known her since birth i would know, i knew something was up because Sarada usually the type to ignore mess and drama but she kept fighting sumire putting her guard up, she's been giving fake smiles to us lately and not feeling up to our usual shenanigans but learning and knowing she felt this way hurt me I didn't want my girlfriend, my bestfriend , the love of my very life thinking or feeling this way, i comforted her i consoled her i held her tight as she hugged me crying, i held her tight as tears started falling from my eyes, i cried my eyes out the thought of losing her to suicide made me feel empty the thought lingered in my head now, i held her as she let it out , she moved her head from me and let out a slight giggle, even when she's broken she's still laughing and smiling, whats up? i asked " look at us here crying I'm glad I finally let that out, you're the only person i can open up to like this and now i feel a heavy weight has lifted now that someone knows, i love you so much if it wasn't for you, our great friends, and mama and papa, I'd probably be dead now but im grateful i want to feel better i want to be happy all the time and that's with you bolt" she said smiling st me with her puffy read eyes, i wiped her remaining tears, and kissed her passionately as we sat kissing mrs anko came outside and told us to come back in class, we sat back down at our desk, as i looked at Sarada her face looked different the worry, the stress had been alleviated i could tell these things i know her so well, she wants happiness that's what i was going to give my princess because she deserves true happiness.
Time skip to lunch
The lunch bell rang and me and sarada went to the dean and showed him the video of how kawaki attacked Sarada and the one of the first fight, he sat as he watched and i saw so much guilt come on his face as he watched them, he looked at us said " i do apologize for not hearing you two out those 4 will be put on a suspension and will do class online from their rooms snd guards will be standing infront of their doors and bringing them lunch and anything they need they are not to leave until i say so, you two punishment has been lifted and like i said i do apologize " me and sarada held hands and made our way to the food stalls outside she got a salad i got a burger of course , the ones here don't compare to thunder burger but they're alright.. we sit at our regular table and we all see guards dragging sumire and her clique away Sarada and i giggled and laughed as they were being whisked away, "so Sarada what happened in homeroom today?" Mitsuki asked " well i had something weighing heavily on my heart and boruto helped lift that weight greatly i let out some cries and kissed my baby and i was good " she said blushing and looking at me " i got lost in her eyes again like always I leaned in for a kiss, but shikadai yelled PDA PDA PDA I threw a fry at him telling him not to tease, next thing it started pouring down raining we all ran to our cars since they were parked nearby me and sarada got in mine and the other 4 got in inojin's it was raining so hard we weren't able to make it to the building without getting soaked so we ended up staying and our phones started going crazy with hurricane warnings and tornadoes signal it was so weird but me and sarada sat in my car watching the rain pour