Please teach me how to love B.E.

Chapter 28

*Next Day*

Y/n Pov

The next morning i woke up before anyone was awake so i got up and went to my Bag to get my Notebook and started to draw something for a while and it turned out quite allright, i drew Billie how she layed there next to me sleeping she always looks so cute.

After a few minutes of just doodling some stuff i felt Billie move around a lot and always said "No please no" and she started to sweat she must have a Nightmare so i shook her lightly and hugged her she then woke up with a gasp and looked down at me and started crying.

She hugged me back and i asked her what it was about and she told me that she had a dream of the accident and it made me sad that she has Nightmare because I was to dumb to look out for cars, so i said to her "I'm sorry i should have looked better for the cars and shouldn't be so dumb I'm so sorry that you are hurting because of me" she shook her head and told me that i was probably thinking to much about the call with my Parents.

I looked at her and said 'oh' because i didn't knew that i called my Parents that day but maybe I will remember it later, today me Parents will come over to see us all since we didn't saw them yesterday and since today is Sunday they should have a Free day.

After cuddling for a while we got up and prepared breakfast for everyone since they were still sleeping, as we were done we went to wake everyone up so we went to Maggie and Patrick and knocked on their door and then slowly went in and woke them up softly, then we went to Finneas room opened the door and then Jumped on his bed and threw him a pillow in his face and shouted wake upppp!!! Breakfast is ready! and then went our of his room and went back downstairs.

We waited for a few minutes and then Maggie and Patrick came downstairs and thanked us for making breakfast and we sat down at the table and waited for Finneas, as he after some time came downstairs he also sat down and we started to eat as we were done Finneas praised Maggie and Patrick for the good breakfast and they said 'Thank you but you don't have to say it to us the Girls made it and surprised us all' she smiled at us, he looked shocked and than praised us for the good food and we thanked him.

We all cleaned everything up and then all sat down to watch some TV together, we sat there for maybe 2 hours then we heard a knock at the door so Maggie got up and opened the door and there stood my Parents, she let them in and they sat down on the other couch and didn't even though to come to me to hug me.

We talked for a while about the vacation and then after some time I asked them what was bugging me the whole time so I asked "why didn't you came when i was at the hospital when literally anything could have happened to me?" I had so many emotions running through me.

They looked at me and told me that I know that they have to work and I know that their work is really important for them, then I got mad at them "So i am less important than your dumb work i am your child i'm not just some object that you can set aside if it isn't a good time!" They looked kinda shocked at my outburst and I continued "When i sometime will have children i will never trat them like that cause no child deserves that, and Maggie and Patrick were more Parents to me then you obviously ever were even if i don't know everything but this right here showed me that!" I said gesturing at them.

I was so mad and sad at the same time and just stood up and went on a spot on the roof where Billie and I sit sometimes to calm down and everyone knew not to follow me right now, i heard some muffled voices but you couldn't make out what they said and I just sit here crying over my Parents that treat me like an object you can set aside when you don't have time.

I made a promise to myself that if I ever get children i will never in my whole life make them feel not wanted and not loved.

Billie's Pov

As Y/n went off my Mom talked with them how it is not ok what they're doing that no child would deserve that and they discussed for a while longer after some time I decided to go and look for Y/n and I found her on our spot on the roof with her Arms resting on her Knees and her head laying in her Arms.

I went up to her and didn't said anything and just hugged her to my body as I sat next to her, she let out some sobs and asked what she did wrong to deserve this and I told her that she did nothing wrong and just held her and let her cry on my shoulder.

After some time we went down and her Parents were away and we went into my room we cuddled on my bed and she fell asleep, after some time Mom peeked her
head in and asked if she was ok i nodded my head and whispered she will be.

The rest of the day we just spend cuddling and just got our to eat and that is basically all we did, and we went to sleep relatively early and I didn't mind it I just hope that she will be ok.