Please teach me how to love B.E.

Chapter 22

Billie's Pov

It's the next morning I woke up with my eyes burning from all the crying and i just wanted to lay in bed and don't do anything but I need to be there for Y/n to make sure she is ok.

I made my way out of the bed and went into the bathroom to take a quick shower and then brushed my Teeth and put my hair in a messy bun because I just don't feel like doing anything with it.

I went back into the room and pulled an really Oversized T-shirt out of the Suitcase from Y/n to have something to kinda comfort me when she can't, and then I just put on some Sweatpants.

I then went into the kitchen to grab me a bottle of water and I decided to at least try to eat a toast with Avocado so that I at least ate something.

After I was done I asked Fin if he could drive me to the Hospital because I knew that they wanted to go there a little bit later, but I want to be there for her.

He agreed to bring me there so I went to grab my bag that I had packed earlier which had a : Notebook, some pens, a water bottle my purse and some Takis inside if I might want to eat something.

I went to the car and got in and just sat there looking out of the window watching the Palm trees pass and I just felt numb not knowing what to do at all without her here.

As we got to the parking lot i got out of the car and went to the room in which Y/n is staying as i went in there was a nurse checking up all her Vitals and all that stuff.

After she was done with all the check ups she went out of the room again and I sat beside Y/n and took her hand in mine and gave her a small peck on her lips and told her good morning.

I talked to her how I felt when I had to go back to the House and told her how much I missed her and missed to cuddle with her to fall asleep.

I took out my Notebook and just wrote my feelings inside and just some Lyrics that just popped to my head since we wanted to ask Fin when we get back to maybe try singing but we are still not sure but she is really good, but i don't think that i can sing that good but she always tells me otherwise.

I then started to draw some weird Figures that i sometimes see in my Dreams i always say that those are my personal Demons but it is whatever so yeah.

I just sat there and wrote and Drew for some time as I looked at the time I realized that I just spend hours doing that but it really distracted me for some time.

I then put the Notebook back into my bag and then decided to talk to her and just tell her about anything that is swirling through my head.

I after some time fell asleep sitting in this really uncomfortable chair but i was really tired since I didn't slept really good this night because she wasn't there.

After some time i don't even know how long I woke up and saw Mum, Dad and Fin sitting there and talking quietly with each other.

They then noticed that I was awake and told me that they didn't wanted to wake me up so they just let me sleep.

We then waited for a Doctor or Nurse to come in to tell us if anything had changed since no one told me anything since I've been here.

We just talked for a bit till a Doctor came inside the room and told us what has changed or if anything had changed.

He told us that her Vitals are a little better than yesterday and that her brain swelling is starting to go down but just a tiny bit but that nothing else really had changed.

We listened to it all and i then asked the Doctor if i could maybe sleep in the hospital in Y/n room just to be with her to make sure that she is ok.

Mom and Dad wanted to say something about it but the Doctor told me that he has to ask but he will tell me later if I could stay here.

Mom then decided to go get some food and drinks from a Café which was near to the Hospital i told her that I just want some water or juice to drink.

As Mom came back she gave me a bottle of juice and also gave me an Apple to eat so I ate the apple and then sipped on my juice.

After everyone ate the Doctor came back and told me that i could stay here but that i would have to get myself some food in the cafeteria or anywhere else.

I was really happy and asked if someone could then get me some change clothes and some shampoo and all that so that I could still stay clean and all.

Fin drove to the House and Packed a bag for me with everything that I might need and then drove back to the Hospital to give the bag to me.

Then after some time a nurse came in and prepared the bed for me and I asked if I could maybe sleep a little closer to her, so she pushed the bed closer to Y/n's and then walked out again.

We all just sat there for a little longer and after some time they all left and went back to the House, so I did my normal night routine and then gave Y/n a kiss on her lips and then told her goodnight and layed in my Bed and fell asleep after some time of just laying there.