Please teach me how to love B.E.

Chapter 29

Y/n Pov

Yesterday was a shitty day for me and it made me really mad and sad and basically every bad emotion you could feel, and i am still stressed because of the whole thing but i'm happy that I have Billie support me when I need it and I'm also happy that Finneas, Patrick and Maggie are always on my side and help me.

Today is Monday but Maggie told us that we could wait a little bit more until we start schooling again but I told her that I want to keep going, and that it also will help get my mind off things a little bit.

So we got downstairs and ate breakfast but I just ate a tiny bit because i didn't felt like eating after that we got out all of our learning papers and Maggie started teaching us, i was so focused on writing and learning that i didn't even realized that we have a break right now so that means that around 2 hours are already over.

So Billie and I got up and got ourselves some water and sat down infront of the TV and watched something for a few minutes to have a thinking break, so we could focus on learning a bit better when we continue.

After a few minutes we continue with the learning, after a few more hours we were finished for today but we still have to look at everything for a while to learn it so that we get everything right but we will do that later because Maggie will have Billie and I write a test at Friday and it is the last one before graduating so it is important.

So as we were done with schooling for today we decided to take a big walk with Luke, so we asked Maggie, Patrick and Finneas if they wanted to come too Maggie and Patrick agreed but Finneas said he will stay home and work on his music.

As we got everyone ready we drove with the Car to a spot that Maggie and Patrick knew where they walked with their old dog a couple of times so they knew that here would be a good place to let him run free without any issues because of cars or so.

We then after some time came to a Forrest area so I decided to let Luke search for one of us because he loves to search for things and people, let's just say he likes to search in general.

So i gave Billie some treats for Luke and told her to go hide somewhere and to give him a treat when he found her (she helped me before to know what Commands he knows and what we used to do) , so i let Luke sit with his Back in the direction where Billie was searching for a hiding place which he doesn't want because of his herding instinct he always wants to make sure everyone stays together.

After a few minutes Billie gave me the Singn that he can search for her, so i turned him around and told him to sit and to look at me which he did so I told him his Command which is :"Search" so he ran off and looked around rather than sniffing because that is what Australian Shepherd do they search more with their eyes then their nose but they are still really fast at finding the thing that they was sent to find.

After a few seconds he saw Billie and ran up to her and barked once to let me know he found her and then he got the treats from Billie and they both went back over to us together.

We let him search a few more times always changing the spot obviously but also the Person, after some time we stopped so he could just do his thing because that was enough mental stimulation for him for a day so I hope he will sleep when we get back home.

After we walked for a little longer and then decided to go back to the Car and drive back home, as we got back we gave Luke a bowl of fresh water and then got ourselves something to drink.

Billie and I then went to her room to learn for a bit and while learning i felt a little weird but just shook it off, after we were done we went downstairs to eat dinner together and then just played some family games on the Wii together.

We played for a couple of hours and we were laughing and yelling when one of our team members won or lost and it was quite fun to watch, then a little bit later we decided to go to our rooms Maggie and Patrick went to sleep Finneas was doing whatever and Billie and I were still thinking of what to do.

After some thinking we decided to just watch The Office for a while and Billie fell asleep after some time witch her head on my Chest but I just lsyed there not really paying attention to the TV and just thinking about what has happened the last couple of weeks.

I tried to go to sleep too since it is already really late so I closed my eyes and tried to sleep, after a couple of minutes I opened my eyes again since i couldn't sleep so i just decided that there is no point in trying to sleep when i can't so i just decided to stay awake and watch some videos on my Phone.