Phan-Near Death Experiences

Chapter 4-Sharpie pens

A week later- Phil's POV.

'Morning Phil.' Dan yawned, collapsing onto the sofa next to me where I had been sitting all morning.

'Morning Dan.'

'How you feeling this morning?'

'Alright I guess,' he put his arm around my shoulders, pulling me in for a hug. 'Thanks for always being there for me Dan.'

'It's fine, it's just what you do when you love somebody as much as I do,' Did Dan just say he loved me? 'A-As a friend obviously,' He laughed reaching over to grab the TV remote from the other end of the sofa.

'I love you too Dan,' I smiled as he put his arms around me again, a little more awkwardly than before. 'Erm, so Dan, I was wondering if you wanted to make a video with me today?'

'Yeah, if you're feeling up to it?'

'It'd  cheer me up.' Dan looked at me, a huge grin on his face.

'I'll just go and get ready!' I've never seen him run so fast before. Actually, Dan doesn't run anywhere.

Dan's POV.

Result! Phil finally had time, and wanted to make another video with me! I'd been pestering on and on about how we needed to upload a new one, but  he was always busy with PJ and had no time. But now it was finally happening, and I was so excited. At least Phil hadn't picked up on the 'it's what you do when you love someone as much as I do' thing. What the hell came over me?!  I thought, as I searched for some decent clothes. It's a good job Phil didn't dwell on it too much you idiot! I banged my head against the wall and carried on with my search.

I quickly pulled on a black t-shirt and grey tracksuit bottoms before straightening my hobbit hair and making my way into the living room. 'Phil? Are you ready yet?' He didn't answer, I walked over to his room and knocked on the door. 'What are you doing in there? Actually I don't wanna know if its something weird.' I heard Phil laugh from inside his room. 'Can I come in?'

'No!'

'Why? What the hell are you doing?!' There was silence for a while.

'Your mum,' I could tell he was proud of himself.

'Oh really? That's it, I am opening this door!' I barged into Phil's room, grabbed a pillow and playfully tackled him to the floor. I attacked him with the pillow, sitting on his stomach so he couldn't  get away. 'You're doing what?' I asked smiling.

'Stop!' He giggled. 'I was getting dressed.' Phil managed to say in between laughs. That's when I looked down and realised he was half naked.

'Oh, right, sorry.' I blushed. If anyone walked past and saw me sitting on Phil while he was just wearing boxer shorts, god knows what they'd think.  'I-I'll leave now.' I stood up and sheepishly began to make my way out of the room. 

'Hang on a sec Dan, I'm almost ready. So, for the video I was thinking we could do-' I stood against the door, awkwardly staring at him as he put on a checked shirt and black jeans. He looked great, far better than I did in some old clothes that I'd just shoved on. He always looks better than me though, no matter what I wore. 'And we'd answer questions and stuff!  What do you think?' I did not hear a fucking word.  

'It sounds great, Phil. Could we film it in here?' I asked, leaping onto his bed.

'No, I'll have to tidy up!' Phil complained, nudging a pile of clothes on the floor.

'Please?'

'No.'

'Please, Phil,' I said, looking up at him hoping for sympathy.

'Fine. While I go and get the camera, you tidy my room. Deal?'

'Deal.' I said, watching as Phil walked out of the room, looking back at me to make sure I was tidying. I just didn't know  where the hell to start with Phil's room, it had waaay too many problems.

'Okay so if I put the camera here, then-Dan! I thought you were tidying!' Phil sighed, putting the camera down.

'I have! I've moved all this,' I pointed at a huge pile of clothes, 'and made sure that it wouldn't be in the camera shot. The rest of your crap can stay on the floor 'cause nobody will see it.'

Phil sighed at me again, trying to hide a smile as he sat down on the bed. 'C'mon, sit down so we can get started.'

'Oh, Phil wants me to sit on the bed so we can get started.' Phil chuckled as I pressed record and sat down next to him.

**

After about half an hour of pratting around, I had figured out that we were filming Philisnotonfire 4. I'd already had to dress up as Kristen Stewart, Carly Rae Jepsen and Justin Bieber.  

'This is one especially for Dan,' Phil said, reading a question off of his phone.

'I feel special,'

'You are.' There was a slight pause until it was broken by us both laughing, and we carried on answering questions.

'Phil.' I began. 'Do you ever wonder what your life would be like without Dan? If so, what would it be like?' What would my life be like without Phil?

'I wouldn't know what placenta is in so much detail.' I couldn't stop myself from cackling with laughter.

'Is that what I've brought to your life?' It was something typical of Phil to say.

'Yeah.' Wow Phil. Wow. I coughed awkwardly as Phil passed me his phone.

'Phil, what would happen if I took out your contact lenses and turned the lights off?'

'I would be on the floor like 'help meeeeee' ' Phil said, pulling a rather attractive face. I have to see this.

'I'm up for testing that theory.'  Phil took out his contact lenses, and I made my was across the sea of stuff and turned the lights off. 'Dan I can't see a thing, turn the lights back on. Dan!' I could see Phil waving his arms around helplessly on the floor.

'Looking sexual, Phil,' I giggled, tripping over the pile of clothes I moved earlier. 'I'm okay,' I said, just before I fell over another pile. I landed with a thump  onto something that wasn't the floor.

'Get off me ,Dan!' Phil shouted in between laughter. I laughed too, looking down at Phil who was looking at me, pure amusement sprawled across his face. Naturally, I know I should just get off of him because this was a bit weird, him being my best friend and all, but that's not what I did. I didn't mean to but without thinking about it I pressed my lips to his, entwining his fingers in mine. He reached up, resting his hand against my cheek, kissing me back. Our lips moved together as if they were made for each other, it only lasted for a couple of seconds but it felt like forever. Forever in that one kiss. Phil looked up at me, and I couldn't quite read his expression. I stared into his eyes which were completely shocked as were mine.

That's when reality came crashing down on me.

'I-I'm so sorry,' I stuttered, running a hand through my hair and leaping off of Phil. 'It must be the Sharpie pens or something.' I raced out of the room, holding back the river behind my eyes that threatened to escape down my cheeks.

'Dan wait!' Phil called after me, his footsteps not far behind mine. I slammed my bedroom door shut, and collapsed against it. I've ruined everything. I've just kissed my best friend.