Jisoo pov
And that was it after eating breakfast we got changed up and went to the beach where we spent out beautiful time together, just the two of us, it was also a little weird cause she would just doze off I would ask her what's wrong and she'll just say it's nothing or just sometimes ignore me and makes me a little worried she's not like this when we became close at first. Chaeng is such a happy person everybody knows that..
Just please tell me that everything is okay, I'm getting worried
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Chae pov
It's night me and Jisoo are going home I can see she's worried aish.. I hate you self, I hate you..
Earlier I got a text message from mom that we'll be leaving tomorrow night I asked Lisa to pack my things and bring them to her room so I could just pick them up later when I'll... Leave...
Luckily she agreed on my stupidity, she never agrees on things like this but I'm so happy she did right now. I just hope that if Jisoo will know everything she'll don't get mad at Lisa cause she's inoccent, it's all my fault after all...
"There you go again. Chaeng please tell me if everything's okay? Your making me worried every second" she said and stoped the car to face me. Damn she's really serious and scary
"n-nothing... I'm telling you I'm f-" she cutted me off I didn't look at her I'm scared
"Shut up Chaeng. I know your not.. tell me I'll listen" she said and lifted up my chin so our gazes met
I don't want to tell you, it'll only make things worst... I'm sorry really sorry
Awkward silence filled the car and so I just looked down
"If your not going to tell me, then I'm not starting this engine" she said and crossed her arms and just looked at the road
How I wish to tell you Jisoo but I know you'll stop me from doing this, I'm so selfish.. Damn we just started this relationship and I'm starting to wreck it. Fuck Fuck Fuck...
"Please just tell me I won't get mad" she said and begged for me to speak but I just can't..
"Well if that's the case then okay, let's go home, your just tired maybe.." she said with a cold damn tone I don't want this to happen
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We arrived home, and all of that journey were just silent no matter how I wanted to talk, the little voice of mine inside mmy head would just say NO
As we got home she just left me in the car, rain started to fall down but she just left me in there I almost cried but I just stoped myself and just went out yeah I'm soaking but who cares?
I dried myself before I went in although a little wet I still manage not to drip some water as I went inside everyone except for Eunwoo and Suho is at the living room, I heared Jisoo's footsteps coming in the room as I heared the door slammed and I guess she locked it up
"Chaeyoung-ahh everything okay?" Jennie asked as she handed me a towel and went back to her seat I just smiled and nodded slowly
"Yah! Don't lie, are you really going to leave tonight?" V asked I threw a pillow to him to shut his mouth
"Shut up! Jisoo might hear you!" I said and took a seat between Lisa and Jennie
"You told them?" I whispered to Lisa
"Well.. they knew something odd was going out with you, darn Chaeng you would just froze and not blink until someone calls your name, they asked me this and I also don't want them to worry about you so I told that your leaving tonight" Lisa said almost whispering so that Jisoo won't hear us
"Sorry everyone" I looked down and sighed
"Chaeyoung-ah Suho and Eunwoo are just Jisoo's friends, Jisoo has zero feelings for them she just loves them as friends.. you don't have to be their source of problems if their friendship crashes. All I know is that noona loves you very very much" Jungkook said as he hugged me and everyone did
"Thanks guys, but I'm afraid you can't change my mind were leaving later my parents will come and pick me up. Just please take care of Jisoo for me, I love her too don't let her worry please... Promise?" I said they just looked at me
"So your really leaving us...?" Jennie asked and pouted I slowly nodded
"Yeah Jen.. I'm sorry" I said and looked down
"Okay look, don't be sad we can make things better again? If your really going then.. go on.. we'll just tell you if things are going okay.. we love you so much Chaeng!!" Oppa said and they came for a hug again I can't help but tear up although something is still bothering me.. Jisoo. Is she okay? Well I know she ain't.. I want to check on her but I think it's better for me to give her some space
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Jisoo pov
Why?! Oh for goodness sake why?! Why can't she just tell me straight? I'm 26 year old Kim Jisoo! You know I'm a nice person sometimes right? Why can't she trust me? I gave her almost everything this past months but why? Why the hell would she say YES if she doesn't trust me?! Does she also loves me? Of course not! She's just thinking about that Chanyeol guy probably. Fuck this hurts so bad!
I maybe mistreated with my family but look at me now? A successful person! Why can't I just live my life too? Darn I'm just hurting myself! But who cares? No one.. No one..
I know everything Park Chaeyoung just go on..
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(Someone's pov)
"Oh I guess our plan is working!"
"They'll be ours once again!"
"Bro, do you forgot? I'm hers and she's mine"
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FanfictionI don't love her.. I don't even know who she is, she's just a life ruiner or as I thought she is... I am falling in love with you but I can't show you how I really feel I hate it, I hate that I have to love you But I still falled for you. No matter...
