sucks To Be Me

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Hi I'm Mason I'm 16 years old. And to be honest, I don't like my life. It sucks to be me.
I look feminine and ofcours there is nothing wrong with that but I hate it. I'm a fucking boy I don't want to look feminine. I'm fat and ugly and no one likes me. Even my parents hate me. And you may think "You are most likely being dramatic" but I'm not. The problem is Every time I want to talk about it with someone they say I'm being dramatic.

So that's how I ended up in my situation. Depressed, fat, insecure, and abused.

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"MASON DOWN STAIRS NOW" I look at my phone one last time and I already know what's going to happen if I don't go downstairs like right now. I put my phone away and walk downstairs as fast as I can without being to loud. I walk into the kitchen, I see my mom looking at a glass on the counter. "What is this?!" She asks, I look at her and say "uhm a glass". Wrong move." DON'T BE A SMART ASS I KNOW ITS A FUCKING GLASS AND ITS YOURS" I look at her and I know where this is going. "And?" I say back to her. "And that means you didn't clean it after your ass, so as a punishment you are going to clean the whole house and if I see one thing that isn't cleaned up I will take your phone away and tell your dad"

I look at her in shock. "That wil take me the whole day" I say back "should've thought about that before you put that glass there" I know starting a argument will make it worse and I definitely don't want my dad to know because that will go WRONG and I mean WRONG WRONG.  "You are going to start in de kitchen than the living room and you will figure it out yourself after that" she says to me. I look at her one more tim before she leaves.

I start cleaning and I'm already thinking about Al the homework I have to do when I'm done.

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I look at the clock, it's 3am omg and I still need to make my homework. After cleaning the whole day mom finally said it was good enough. I went to my room and started making my work. I got half of it done before I fell asleep.
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First chapter done hope you like it.
This is going to be quite a heavy story so if you can't deal with that go away, thank you have a nice day