sucks To Be Me

(4)

I look around me and the only thing I see is bright white lights. I look around and feel a stinging pain like everywhere. I start panicking because I have no idea were I am. I want to stand up but I am pushed down, I start breathing heavy and I feel a panick attack coming up.

"Calm down, you are at the school nurse" I look up to see Julian. I slowly start to calm down and all the memories from what happend Earlier today. "Are you oke?" he asked me
"I'm fine" I look away from him and try to stand up again. "Stay down you need to rest". I look up again and start to get irritated "I can choose that myself, I need to go to class."

"You can't go to class, you need to stay here for Minimal 1 hour and then we can do a check up again"
The nurse says. I look up at her with a sad look, my puppy eyes will work.
"Nope stop doing that it's not going to work" she says. "Uuughhh!!". I look up at Julian "why are you here?" I try to say it as nice as possible but it comes out like I want him gone. "You were beaten down by some stupid boys and you were almost passed out, I looked at you and 5 seconds later you were gone what was I supposed to do leave you on the floor?". "No I didn't mean it like that it's just...ugh thank you I guess.  I hope he gets that I really mean it because I do but it's hard.
"No problem, do you want me gone" he asked. "No not if you want to stay" he goes sit in his seat and we wait until the nurse is done with looking at my stomach Bruises.

"Oke Mason be honest with me, how long has this been going on." I look up at him "were are you talking about?" I ask back. "How long have you been Bullied". I start to get nervous "uhm like 2 years now". "2 YEARS AND YOU NEVER THOUGHT OF GETTING HELP" I flinch and get a little scared. "I'm sorry it just makes me mad" he says. "It's oke" I lay down and start to fall asleep.

After I wake up again I walk to class and follow my day like nothing happend. Of course after all my classes I walk outside and hey stoppen by Maddy, I almost forgot that I was coming to her house.

"Hey mason, do you want a ride to my house, because I thought I saw you walking to school and my house is not so close to the school" she says
"Uhm yeah sure" we walk to her car and I go sit in the back seat because
Olivia was sitting next to her. "Hey mason, I'm happy that you could come" she says. I look up at her and smile.

After 10 minutes we are in front of a pretty nice house, not to big but definitely not small. There is already a other car that I Recognize as the one of max. We step into the house and max and Julian are already sitting on the couch. "Who let you guys in" Maddy asks them. "Your dad".

We go sit with the guys in the living room. "Mason Aren't you hot? You are wearing a sweater and a long jeans. And I'm already hot in a t shirt and some shorts" max says. "No I'm good"I say back.

For the rest of the day we are just talking and gaming. "Mason aren't you hungry you Haven't eaten anything yet, it's on the table for a reason" Olivia asked me. "No I'm good, not so hungry" they out a lot of snacks on the table and I already felt gross just looking at it. We went on for some more hours

I looked up at the clock, fuck already 6pm I needed to be home at 6. "Uhm can someone bring me home, I Should have been home already." "Yeah I can bring you" max says "Julian are you coming 2, then I can bring you home too" we stand up and walk to the car.
We drive for 10 minutes and we pull up at my front porch. "Bye guys, I had fun. See you tomorrow" I walk inside and already see my parents sitting on the couch together with a lot of empty beer bottles.
"We said you had to be home at 6 PM, it's 7:30 pm". My mom says. "Go to your Room I will be there in 15 minutes" my dad says. "Oke" I look down and walk upstairs.

FUCK!

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A/n

Yeey a update again. I like this story a lot.