I walk to a room, I never seen this room before. It's dark I look around me and see nothing. After a few second I see light it's a big light but 1 i'm on a stage of some kind. I look around and see people around me. The first person i see clear is my dad.
"You are a disgrace of a son, I wish I never had you"
He walks to me and smacks me in the face. Tears start forming in my eyes. Before I can say something to my dad he disappears and my mom pops up.
"My mom said to me that abortion was a better option than keeping it, I was Stubborn and didn't want to listen, god that was the biggest mistake in my life"
She walks away with disappointment in het eyes. The next person isn't 1 person they are with 5
The people from school Maddy Jessica Olivia Max Julian
The first one that's talking is Jessica
"It's funny that you think I'm your friend I'm just playing with you don't you see that stupid fat faggot, it's funny that you think people care about you you know, it's kinda sad"
At this moment I'm fully sobbing.
Than Maddy.
"WHAHAHAHA I asked you to come over you really think we want you there we just need you for something, I totally get it why your parents doesn't want you anymore. Maybe you should kill yourself"
After that they al start to say
"Maybe you should kill yourself" "Maybe you should kill yourself" "Maybe you should kill yourself" "Maybe you should kill yourself"
The voices slowly start to fade away
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I wake up and look around the room. No people, it was a nightmare again My nightmares are getting worse. A walk out of bed en to the bathroom I look into the mirror and see tears running down my face. I think about everything they said, it's true. I'm a disgrace of a child. Abortion would have been a better option. Nobody cares about me. I don't have any friend I am fat and a faggot
Why the hell am I even on this fucking world. I walk to my razor blade again and start sobbing and cutting my leg I see that my leg is Bleeding more than normal but I don't stop I go on and on until I almost pass out. The razor blade falls on the ground and I look at my bloody leg. I clean my wounds and go to bed again. _______________________________________
(Next morning)
I wake up and do my normal morning routine. I walk into the bathroom and put a little bit of make up on my cheek because of the bruise that my father made on my face. I don't want to see my parents today so I walk out of my room and walk to the kitchen in the hope my parents are already to their work. I walk the kitchen in and see my parents. I look at them.
"Hey uhm, I want to go to a someone after school, it's for a school project. I made my homework for the whole week and I cleaned my room and the kitchen yesterday"
I stand in front of my parents nervous for their answer.
"You can go" my father says "Thank you, have a nice day at work. I need to go now" I say. "Don't you need to eat" my mom asks me. "I'm not that hungry but thanks for asking" I say and hope I get away with it. "Okay have a nice day" I say goodbye and walk out of the house.
It's normal that the day after I got beating they are nice even though it wasn't that bad yesterday. I am wearing a hoodie and oversized trousers
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It's hot outside and I instantly regret what I did yesterday. I walk the school in and start the day
In lunch break I walk to the toilet stalls again before anyone sees me. Just when I wanted to step into the stall I get pushed against the wall, and I know it's going to be fucked up
I got beaten for like 15 minutes. Kicked, slapped, Scolded and just when I thought I would black out I hear voices. And I see the boys that beaten me run away. I look up and see Julian. He runs to me and just when he asks me something everything goes black.
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A/n Yess new chapter done. I don't know how but I can make pretty long chapters in this story.
