Hearing the world

Im sorry Dan

Trigger warning again. Im sorry the next chapter is going to be super fluff okay?

Phil's POV:

Five on each arm has increased to ten. Now today its twenty.

I quickly wash up the bathroom but leave my arm unattended. I dont want to clean it. I dont want to see it. I dont deserve the luxury of not gettibg an infection or not havig dried blood all over my arms.

I just dont want to.

Dan was currently still in bed. Well I guess thats completely normal as it was like one in the morning. I had snuck out of the room before he woke at the disturbance.

I unlocked the bathroom door and was surprised when I practically crashed into another body.

'Dan?'

'Sorry about that. I needed to use the bathroom.' He sounded sad. Like he had just gotten some really bad news. He was looking down at his hands. Well if he could see he would be.

'Are you okay love?' I reached out my hand and plaved two fingers on his cheek to let him know I was close. He placed his hamd over mine and held it close to him. He laced our fingers together and held them at his side.

'Im fine, I just I miss you.' His voice cracked at the end of his sentence and I could tell he was holding back tears.

I quickly pulled him to my chest and wrapped my arms tightly around him, keeping him close as he broke down.

'Im sorry. I know I keep crying I just... I fucking hate this phil! I hate not being able to see where I am or where im going. I hate not being able to see you.'

'Hey, hey calm down it's okay love. You'll be able to see again soon I promise. We can get through this, we will I swear it.' I grasped him tighter and planted a few kisses on his mat of brown hair.

'Thanks Phil, I love you.' He still sounded so hurt and broken but the slightest bit better, and he had a small smile on his face when I pulled away.

'I love you too, forever and always.' I leaned over and placed my lips to his and kissed him softly.

/ just a short filler the next chapter will be long and full of fluffy fluffkins
Stay safe my lovelies <3 \