You're my Streamer Dsmp x reader

{11}

The day after we all found out they gave Ella, Zach and me a few days off so we can sort things out. I ignored people, social media, and just everything. I tweeted out that I'm taking a few days off of streaming for personal reasons. I got messages from the people I talk to often on the SMP and my other streamer friends. I ignored them. Did I feel bad. yes. But I just couldn't with life. The closes person I had to a older brother just got murdered by someone at our school and they wouldn't even tell us who it was. I finally got out of bed after 2 days just laying there. I grabbed my laptop from my desk and went back to bed. I decided to check my discord messages. Damn the group chat with Tommy Ranboo and Tubbo had a shit ton of messages and some on private messages. I opened Tubbo's cause he was the first one I saw. 

Tubbo

Hey you good I saw your tweet

Y/n?

Please talk to us 

or at least me

please I want to make sure you are ok

When your ready to talk I'm here

If I'm going to be honest reading his message made me smile. It made me feel so happy that he cared so much. I want to reply to him I really do but I don't want the other to think I'm back.

Y/n

Hey Tubbo please don't tell the others cause I don't want them to think I'm talking to people

It made me happy that you cared so much I'm sorry I worried you and the guys I didn't mean to its just stuff happened that fucked me up and I couldn't do anything cause it just hurt so much

Tubbos POV

I was on the Dream SMP just chilling with Ranboo when I got a notification on discord "Hold up Ranboo someone sent me something" I told him "Ok cool" he said. I checked and it was Y/n. I didn't say anything to Ranboo about her texting me since I didn't know if she texted them. "Hey Ranboo I have to go boss man I'll talk to you later." I start to read the messages. Really she texted me out of all the guys damn. 

Y/n

It made me happy that you cared so much I'm sorry I worried you and the guys I didn't mean to its just stuff happened that fucked me up and I couldn't do anything cause it just hurt so much

Tubbo

Yeah no I wont tell them also your fine I was just worried since I care so much. What happened are you ok.

Y/n

I just don't want to overwhelm you with what happened

Tubbo

No no you wont I just want to make sure your ok 

Y/n

*explains all that happened with Mark*

Tubbo

Woah I don't know what to say what do you need we can call I can fly you over I can fly over whatever you want.

Y/n

 If I'm going to be honest I just need a best friend. Karl is already like a big brother to me but now I just need a best friend since Mark was top 3 and I just need one to talk to. Someone who doesn't know my real life. I know that doesn't make sense but I just need a best friend.

Tubbo

Sure anything. I WILL BE THE BEST OF THE BEST FRIENDS

End of discord messages 

Best friends. Is that all she thinks I want to be. best friends. I want to be more I really do but no Toby (I'm only using his real name cause I would think he wouldn't call himself Tubbo) she's going through something bad you shouldn't be selfish. Just be there for her even if its just being a best friends she needs one be that person for her. 

Y/n POV

I laugh to his last message. That's cute, I forgot how happy he makes me when I text him he truly is the best of the best online friend. Now thinking about it not even Karl knows I should probably tell him. Eh Ill tell him tomorrow. After talking to Tubbo it made me feel somewhat happy and have some energy. I put on my running shoes, track shorts and a sports bra (Yes you are in track and softball) and fill up my water bottle. "HEY IM GOING FOR A RUN ILL BE BACK" I yell so my family knows where I am. Running. Its the one thing that makes me happy besides streaming. I feel free and my worries go away. All of them I clear my mind when running or try to Marks wouldn't go away but I was glad I don't want them to.

A/N okk that was it :) remember to HYDRATE, EAT, SLEEP, AND DO YOUR SCHOOL WORK. You all are important to me loves byeee <3