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~~~Y/n Pov~~~

Its been a few days since the whole beach thing, which lucky has cleared up. Clay had to have a talk with Mark about controlling himself and all. His main reasoning of getting upset was that if someone was to recognize him it would really hurt his carrier. I think it was a good reasoning to get upset. All Clay is doing it looking out for him, he really does care for others and helping people grow.

We all decided to not do anything today since it was cloudy and it looked like it was going to rain. I've always loved the rain: the sound of it, the feeling of it when it hits your skin, and just the happiness I feel when I play in it.

I tweeted out a few days ago that I wasn't going to stream for the rest of the time everyone is here. I want to just enjoy the time with them. Although Mark keeps up with his daily streams and I sometimes join in same with the others.

I was brought back to the real world when I heard someone screaming. I quickly jumped out of my bed and ran to the gaming room since I heard it from there. "Who screamed. Why did you scream. Are you ok?!" I ask all in a panic. "Huh oh yeah Ranboo is just playing a horror game" Toby said smiling at me. Assuming he called him Ranboo that means he's streaming. Oh thank god its him and no one who uses face cam. "Alright well I'm going to take a nap, oh by the way where's everyone else?" "Dream is in his room coding, Karl and Sapnap went to the skatepark and the rest went to go film for vl- AHHHH" Mark said quickly and pretty high pitched, screaming at the end from a jump scare. Toby and I burst into laughing barely being able to breath.

"Wait what the hell I thought we weren't going to do stuff today cause it might rain" I said crossing my arms. "They wanted to take their chances. They said if it started to rain they would find shelter somewhere since they all walked" Toby said getting up and walking to me. "Hey man I'll be back" Toby said before grabbing my hand. "Alright I'll just be h- AHHH-" Is all we heard before he closed the door.

"Do you need something?" I asked as we walked downstairs. He was still holding my hand as we went into the kitchen. He opened the fridge and got a bottle of water while I jumped on the counter. "What's up?" I asked. He walked over to me and sat next to me on the counter. 

"I just wanna talk to you about something and since basically everyone is gone I thought this was a good chance." He said looking at his water bottle. "Ok..." I said looking at him.

"I first wanna say sorry for kissing you and everything I truly was trying to figure my feeling out for you. I think... I finally know them." "And what are they..." 

"Y/n... I like you but I'm not going to act on them for the reason of I dont want anything to happen with Mark, Tommy, and I. I also want your life to be easier by not having to pick through 3 people but only 2. Will my feeling for you change? Probably not but I'm happy you know how I feel and I'm glad we are this close." He said still looking at his water bottle.

"Toby... That's actually really mature of you" "Yeah as hard as it is to believe I am the oldest out of the minors of the Smp" he said laughing. I place my head on his shoulder and we just sat there for a bit. "Thanks Tubs for everything, and I hope you know I love you. I love all 3 of you which makes this all harder." I said smiling. "I love you too Y/n and that's never going to change." He said placing a small kiss on my head.

A/n- I know its been a while I got La Covid so I was so out of it and then I started school and had band and all. The best part is now I have a cold and out of all my years of living I never had one and it sucks. Its hitting me harder than Covid. Anyways I'll try to upload more often.