You're my Streamer Dsmp x reader

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Before chapter starts lets appreciate Ranboos love for Pretty Man. Also TW this chapter is intense and has me explaining having a anxiety attack and murder. I also want to add I do deal with high social anxiety and like I said I want to add some stuff about me here and there. The stuff that happens during my attacks are DIFFERENT than others no person ad the same reactions so please be respectful.

Zach, Ella, and I got back to my house. They said hey to my parents and my brother. I told them we would do our homework upstairs. We walked up stairs into my room. "Damn Y/n I know you liked video games but this is a cool setup you got here." Ella and I looked at each other. Shoot we forgot he doesn't know. "It's cool I know. I've know for a while I just didn't say anything  since you personally didn't tell me. I didn't want you to feel pressure to tell me so I acted clueless." How did you find out" "Well I watch your streams well even before I knew it was you I really like your streams and I knew you sounded familiar but then I started to notice most of the stories you and Ella would talk about were our stories plus you said your friend group had you two and one other guy. Pretty easy to figure out since I am that one other guy." "Sorry I was going to tell you but I didn't know how or how you would react" "Dude come on since when did I ever treat you different remember when you broke your arm and everyone took pity on you but I didn't." "yeah you kept pushing me off the swings" I say pushing me. 

"Ok its so nice you guys are having your moment but uh I'm kinda here too and I need help on my math" Ella says. "oh sorry right but if its math you need help on I cant help I suck at math always have always will be, same with every other subject that's not theater and Spanish. " I say. "Liar your hella good during band. The director knows your the best he just doesn't want to hurt the others that's why you always get the solos." Zach says. "Anyways Zach your good at it help me pleaseeee. I bought the ice cream its only fair." Ella says. 

We were all doing our homework when we heard a loud powerful knock on my front door. We all look at each other. I run to my closet to grab my pepper spray. pocket knife, taser, and BB gun. Zach and Ella look at me like I'm crazy. "Listen I have all of these for a reason BB gun to go to the arena and play with random people and the rest are just my keychains when I got for a run or just go out. I don't trust the world there's to many stories and no way in hell I'm risking it." They nodded agreeing and we just stared at my door waiting for someone to walk in. We heard yelling down stairs and my  mom yelling. "GUYS WE HAVE TO GO DOWNSTAIRS MY MOM IS DOWN THERE" I whisper. 

We slowly make our way down stairs and we see, cops? Wait why are the police here?  We all looked at each other confused and decided to just go down. "mom...what's going on..." I asked. "I'm not sure" "Ma'am is your son here" one of the cops says. My brother walks out of his room and they imminently run to him and try to put hand cuffs on him. "Mom what's happening" I say. I can feel my anxiety acting up. The room is dizzy, I can feel my face beginning to tingle, I'm struggling with breathing, and I start to shake. Damn it I thought my anxiety was getting better. Zach puts is arm around my neck from behind. He always can tell when my anxiety starts to act up. "Officer what did my son do he hasn't done anything please let him go" my mom says worried. "Jack you are under arrest for supplying the weapon for the murder of Mark Jones. You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law. You have the right to an attorney. If you cannot afford an attorney, one will be appointed for you." The cop arresting my brother says. "It was you...?" I say quietly looking at him. He just looks at me. Those eyes, the same ones I looked at everyday. The same ones that helped killed my second brother. The same eyes who helped hurt my best friend. "JACK ANSWER ME" I yell at him. He started at me right in the eye and said "The world is a dangerous place y/n be careful you never know what one person can do." "I FUCKEN HATE YOU I"LL NEVER LOVE YOU AGAIN I HOPE YOU ROT IN PRISON" I yell at him crying. My parents were crying while they took my brother away. It was him all along. I cried to him about this. I told him how much this hurt Zach. The guy who lived under the same roof I do. The guy I looked into his eyes everyday. He was the one who hurt Zach.

A/N Elloooo I know this ones short but like oooo spoicey. I know you guys like the chapters with dsmp but I also love writing. I don't want every chapter to have them cause while yes this is going to be a fan fic I also want it to have book elements. I'm sorry they weren't in the last few chapters as much but again I love writing books which means I have a storyline all planned out and since the main character is y/n its going to revolve around her and her issues which isn't always dsmp stuff if that makes sense. I'm sorry if you wanted every chapter to be dsmp but that's not my writing style. I hope you keep reading but I just feel like I ad to say this so you as the reader understand why there hasn't been much twitch/ dsmp stuff. That's it and remember to EAT, SLEEP, HYDRATE, AND DO YOUR SCHOOL WORK. Bye lovesssss <3