𝓨𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓣𝓸𝓾𝓬𝓱, 𝓜𝔂 𝓒𝓾𝓻𝓮 《 𝓜𝓮𝔀𝓖𝓾𝓵𝓯 》

『 Chapter 9 』

-----------------------Mew's POV------------------------

I never imagined that Gulf would fall in love with me after all the trouble I caused him, for me I fell for him since the day I started touching him or maybe even earlier than that day, I understood that the urge I had to touch Gulf was because I wanted to be closer to him, to feel him, to show him how grateful I am, of course, I wanted to show him my deep feelings but I couldn't, I always hid my feelings around everyone so it was easier for me to hide them in front of Gulf

Of course I couldn't control myself and kept touching and hugging him, I'm sure he thought it's because I was deprived from skinship for years but being closer to him managed to keep me calm, yet since his sister arrival, I noticed that he was avoiding me, he would hurry and stay at his room or quickly go to sleep, of course I sometimes noticed his face turning pink when I touch him but I thought it's just him being shy in front of his sister who kept looking excited whenever she saw us together

When I hugged him earlier, I felt him shivering immediately and his reaction really shocked me, I thought he actually started hating me and was tired of me touching him all the time, but then I saw his red face and he suddenly confessed making me stunned, I didn't know what to say, knowing that our feelings are mutual made me over the moon and I found no words to express myself yet it seem it made him get the wrong idea and I thought I was shocked

When I heard him crying in his room, I felt my heart was in so much pain, I hate to see him sad especially crying with tears like this, I'm sure he even ended up remembering his exes and I mostly hate that that's why I followed him and made him listen to me, I knew that he wouldn't believe me, after all I had that stupid phobia and never fell in love but I know that my feelings for Gulf are real, he is so precious and I can only imagine the rest of my life with him

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"let's tell my father and your friend... about us" I said right after he came back from taking the twins to the kindergarten, he looked surprised for a minute

"I do want to tell Mild but I'm not sure about telling your father, I'm sure he imagined a better normal life for you, falling in love with a girl and having a family" he uttered in a low voice looking down, I got closer softly patting on his head

"stop saying things that will make you sad, besides I'm sure my father will be happy with whoever I choose to be my lover as long as I'm happy with that person"

"lover?" he looked stunned but also very joyous hearing it

"we love each other, our feelings are mutual so course we are lovers" his face turned deep red looking away which made me giggle a bit

"I didn't know that you would be a shy person during relationship, you look so cute right now with your bashful face"

"you don't have to say that out loud, I can't help it, I always get so embarrassed with the one I love" he murmured pouting which made him look more adorable

"well, I already contacted my father and he will be joining us for dinner, I want to hurry and make our relationship official and erase all doubts and easiness you still have"

"are you sure about choosing me as your lover? You should try meeting more people and even go to some clubs, there must be a better or a fated person for you out there" I could tell he was worried and I can understand him, I gently held him closer

"I'm sure you are the love of my life Gulf, maybe I don't have experience but I know what my heart wants, it's you and no one else, I'm absolutely sure that you are my true love so believe in me and give me a chance to show you"