His Gummy Smile

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Phana handed Beam a thick book about herbal medicine. "Read this. Very good content."

"Is this book about aphrodisiacs?" asked Beam.

"Beam, haven't Forth touched you lately, until you need an aphrodisiac?" Phana asked with a laugh.

"No. I just want to make him stick to me even more. I feel less secure lately, because of the incident with Shan."

"Trust me, Beam. Forth doesn't need an aphrodisiac. He's already crazy about you and what happened to Shan, has absolutely nothing to do with Forth's feelings of love for you. That girl is just bragging."

"Pha, do you love Wayo?"

"Of course. That's a stupid question, Beam."

"Are you planning to marry him?"

"I'm preparing myself for that. I want to marry her on my own terms, not on her father's wealth."

"You realize, Wayo won't be able to give you a child because he's a man like you?"

"Of course I'm aware of that. Then why? I don't care about that. We can adopt a child if we want. Anything we want. You and Forth, too."

"But that's not our flesh and blood," complained Beam.

"This is the modern age, Beam. There are many ways to have a child. We can also use a surrogate mother. Don't worry too much, Beam. Everything can be resolved as long as you and your partner trust and support each other."

"I'm afraid, someday, Forth will want his own flesh and blood. He is an heir to the name Jamorhnoom. He needs a successor."

"Try to discuss it carefully with Forth. Don't hide anything from him."

Beam decided to go to the engineering school when it was lunch time. He was standing at the entrance of the engineering faculty canteen, stunned to see two girls talking to Forth. They looked fascinated staring at Forth who was explaining something.

Lam patted Forth's shoulder. "Forth, stop." Forth turned to Lam in confusion.

"What's the matter, Lam?"

One of the girls in front of Forth touched his arm gently. "Phi Forth, you haven't explained the negative flow in the cable."

Park gave a sweet smile to the two girls in front of Forth. "Girls, I'm sorry, but we have to get Forth out of here now. We have urgent matters to discuss."

The two girls looked disappointed but finally left.

"Forth, you have to start running now, or you will lose Beam," said Lam quietly.

"Beam?" asked Forth confused. "What are you guys talking about?"

"Beam was there when you talked to the two girls, and his face looked really sad, and then he just left."

"Oh, God."

"Maybe he's back in the parking lot."

Forth didn't wait anymore, he immediately ran fast. Beam was already in the driver's seat and was getting ready to start the car when Forth arrived beside his car with a quick breath.

"Baby, open it," said Forth, knocking on the passenger door window. Beam was silent for a moment, then opened the door.

Forth climbed into the passenger seat beside Beam and closed the car door. "Baby? Why are you just leaving? You didn't even greet me there first. What's wrong?"

Beam looked at Forth and let out a deep breath. "I saw you were busy with the girls and I didn't want to bother you."

"Oh, Baby, they just asked me about an assignment, it's nothing," said Forth softly. "I missed you all morning and intended to visit you at the medical faculty, when they came and asked me. Their lecturers suggested asking me because the paper I did on the topic they asked about was the only paper with an A grade at that time."

Beam leaned his head on the steering wheel. "Oh, Forth, I don't know what has gotten into me lately, but I hate the fact that I have a lover who is so handsome, smart, rich, and charming like you. I feel depressed, as if all eyes blame me for having a man-A perfect man like you is only for myself and on the other hand, I can't give you anything. I am so frustated. "

Forth was stunned. He pulled back the passenger seat he was sitting on and pulled Beam gently.

Beam is very weak and easily Forth pulls Beam from his chair onto his lap. Beam hid his face on Forth's neck and felt by Forth, his neck was wet. Beam cried silently.

"Baby? Why are you crying? Did I hurt you?" asked Forth softly. He held Beam's neck and tried to pull him to meet Beam's eyes, but Beam refused and hid deeper in Forth's neck.

"Baby," whispered Forth, stroking Beam's trembling back. "Don't think too much. I love you very much and will always be by your side. I can't live without you. You are my everything. Trust me, please?"

"You deserve better than me, Forth. A woman who can complete your life, give you child. I can't give you child because I'm also a man. Our love is wrong. Our love is incomplete."

"Hey!" Forth pulled Beam from his neck. This time Beam complied. Forth held Beam's cheeks with both hands and kissed Beam's wet eyes and cheeks. "I don't want any woman. I just want you. Even if any of us can and should get pregnant, it's me. You just fuck me once or twice to get me pregnant. You can't get pregnant because it's so hard. I don't want to makes you miserable because you have to be pregnant for months. "

Beam cried even louder. Forth hugged Beam tightly and kissed his shoulder. "Baby, please, tell me what to do to keep you calm? What can make you believe I only want you. Please, Baby, tell me."

Beam kisses Forth while continuing to cry. He hastily licked and sucked Forth's lips and tongue. His kiss was demanding and desperate, as if his life depended on it. Forth returned the kiss  gently while continuing to caress Beam's back.

Beam moved his kiss to Forth's neck. He licked, sucked, and bit Forth's neck. He cupped Forth's hardened manhood behind his jeans.

Forth groaned. "Baby, let's go home," whispered Forth in Beam's ear. "I miss you."

Beam reaches the button next to Forth's chair and reclines the back of the chair until Forth is stretched out. "No. I want you here. Now."

Forth pulled Beam's shirt and slipped his hand to touch the hot skin of Beam's back. "Oh, Beam, you're driving me crazy."

Beam bit slowly Forth's lower lip and whispered. "I love you, Forth."

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