Eyes Of Yours

Chapter 25

Dreams
...

Is what we desire,

Is what we want,

Is what we imagine,

Is what we wish for.

...

Kneeling on her feet, she cries. Her face  being illuminated by the moon, that shines so bright in the night sky. Luscious and humorous oxygen breathers surrounded her.

This is what meant to happened. She accepted her fate. To be lost, to be far away, to hurt the one she loves. Never easy, not forgiving.

On the contrary she's proud of herself for what she have done. She was not obedient to anyone, especially to destiny. Being stubborn is her nature. But this time, she follows it all. She allowed to be taken control of.

However, despite the right decisions. Pain is her soul rightnow. She wants to say a lot of things to her, she desire more of her love, she imagine more amazing experiences, she wishes for more.

Some of the leaves falls, as their time comes. Being blown by the wind in any direction. In order for her to clear her mind and tame her wrecked self, she needed to be alone.

Alone in a place where silence will be her mate. Where the earthly elements are the only one who can hear her voice. You might think she's crazy, as she talks to the moon.

*clicks*

" I love you " the words was blurted out with regrets. " I miss you too " She said and curled her knees. Resting her arms on it and putting her chin above it. Moon gazing...

" I hurt you, not once, twice..and I'll hurt you again " she sobs, letting a small chuckle she wipes her tears.
" I hope you'll forgive me someday "

" I love the way you talk, the way you breathe, the way you think and the way you look at me " she spoke sincerely.

" I want to try new things with you, make memories that will last forever.. but I can't " Her cries became louder.

" I always want to be with you, when you woke up, eat, sleep or whatever your activities are " the waters that came from her eyes continued to flow.

" I know it's selfish but, I want to be your first true greatest last love " the woman laugh at her own silliness.

" I want to propose and marry you " she bites her lower lip. " I want to have a family with you, I want to grow old with you by my side, but I can't " she is now hitting her chest where her heart was.

She then realize it wasn't there, it was already taken by someone. She cried more.

" how I wish that my dreams will come true, how I want not to be threat of existence... " she then gaze upon the moon with drenched eyes.

...

" I can't find her, I apologize " Lucas bowed his head as he reported to Jennie. The brunette wave her hands.

" No,no, don't say sorry. Nothing is your fault. Instead, thank you for finding her for me " she gave the man a genuine smile. And he gave her one too in return.

Jennie settled her eyes at Rosè, the blonde's attention is somewhere down the road. " Chaeng, what's bothering you?"

Rosè held her head for a second.

" dreams.. I want them to become true "

" you're not selfish "

" you needed to let go "