Eyes Of Yours

Chapter 35

Dove

The flowers quickly fading, it's there but it's gone tomorrow. The wave molding with the shore. Shells that the are  beautifully placed.

Her white flowing dress almost reaching the sands. With wondering feet, she left footprints. And everytime she look back it was already in the past.

An imagine of a woman appeared before her. The woman is smiling while playing with the waters. As if she's trying to splash on her.

She wouldn't mind. Her eyes followed the woman. Who is no pointing the sand castle she made. But after she blinked. The woman was no longer there, and the castle was washed away.

The white lily in her hand has two leaves on each side. At a slow phase she let her feet get in contact with the cold.

She took a deep breath and appreciate the view. The beach has never been the same. Before, the sunset was exciting to watch. Now, it's painful.

She asked them to be alone for a moment. For the reason that, she want's to grief in one of their favorite place.

At times she blames herself. Her life becomes survival and not living. Her parents are gone, she's gone.

There's no point of waking up of she wouldn't see her smile, her face and her actions.

She now eats less, sleep less, talk less, and live less. Losing someone, is like forgetting how to breath. Their parting suffocates you with pain. The reality of never coming back is a permanent scar on the heart.

Her first greatest love was gone. She wanted her to be her last. Even if her life will continue in the after.

The right hand of hers brought the flower down. The wave holds it and brings it to the ocean. On her left hand, is her mother's gift.

She finally understood what the book is for. How can she not see it?. The protagonist is she herself and her lover.

That the poems inside are foreshadowing. She thought, what if I realized it before hand, would the present be different?

How unfair that the sun and the moon can only meet and not collided. Is it because they'll both vanish if they did?

Is that why her and Lisa only met and didn't last together?, is that why the heaven gave her a gift but only to take it back again?

Sitting on the same place where they were before. She opened the book, a piece of paper a like with the others was attached to the 23rd page.

Her eyes watered. It was the missing piece. The detached one, where did it came from?. But what breaks her more is a polaroid picture of them beside it.

It was a stolen shot. In her red sweater she's standing. Looking at the latter with a teasing look. While the doe eyes is pouting towards her.

She turned the picture around and saw her hand writing. "My safe-haven, My home, My love, My fure"

Her mouth slightly opened, her tears didn't stop. Dropping it on the book, distorting the letters.

She kissed the picture and whispered.
"I love you". She then read the page she's longing to read. The first one.
...

Destined for each other,
but not forever,

For the moon to love the sun
is neither a gift or a curse

It is the calling of love itself,
that will eventually turn tragic.

Why?, because they do not own
this life.