~Next Morning~
Lexi
I woke up to stumbling.
My eyes burned so bad because I cried myself to sleep last night.
I was furious. Why tf would he leave me ? Im his fiancée and I'm pregnant at that.
I heard our bedroom door open.
"Where were you" I stood up out of bed.
"Mane chill with all that yelling. My head hurt" He waved me off.
"I don't give a fuck. Where were you Clarence ?" I asked again.
"Out" He sat on the bed.
"Out ? Out where ?" I stood in his face.
"At the clubbbb ok ? I got cross faded and ended up getting a hotel for the night" he said in a nonchalant way.
"Why tf are you being like this to me ? I understand you going through something right now but I'm your fiancé and you treating me like shit when I didn't do anything to you" I started tearing up while I held my stomach with one hand.
"I needed space Alexis." He said then looked up at me with bloodshot red eyes.
I don't know if that was because he was crying or smoking.
"I just want to help you coo but you not letting me baby." I came closer to him and hugged him.
He broke down.
"I'm sorry" he sobbed.
"It's ok baby calm down" i rubbed circles in his back.
I love him so much. Thank you lord for blessing me with 2 kids and a man that I love so much.
"Come on" I took his clothes from last night off and placed him in bed.
I held him snuggly.
He needed help for real, maybe a therapist will work for him I thought.
I'll look into it.
Clarence
Honestly I feel like shit.
Not only am I depressed about my best friend passing away, I made my depression worse by cheating on Lexi.
Then on top of that I'm keeping it from her.
This my first time ever cheating on her and I feel terrible.
A nigga wanna fuckin kill his self but I keep thinking about Paris and Messiah.
I need to be here for them but I can't take it.
I don't know. Im tired of living. I can't do this no more.
Soon my thoughts became muffled and I fell asleep due to Lexi stroking my hair.
