Today's Sunday and I'm getting ready to go get my baby from Clarence's house. I miss her so much but I'm also nervous to see Clarence.
This will be the first time in a week that we actually see each other in person.
I know he still hates me, but right now we focused on our daughter.
I got done doing my hygiene and stuff. I wanted to dress up because when I pick her up I'm not coming back to the house. I just need time to spend with my baby so I decided on going to the mall.
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I think I look decent. I really don't feel like myself so I'm not gone dress up to my fullest potential. Im just keeping it simple.
After I checked my self out in the mirror I made sure I had all my belongings and locked up. I was now on my way to Clarence's house which is a 40 min drive UGHHHHH!
Clarence
Paris is going with her mom today. Imma miss my baby. We currently waiting on her, so to kill time I fed her, bathed her, and clothed her. Now we just chilling watching the tv. To be specific we watching something kid friendly, Teletubbies.
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(Noo that's not Clarence but use your imagination. This is just a picture of how they were)
Am I nervous? A lil. I ain't gone cap. I love her and I'm in love with her, but like I said time is gone take its course. If we meant to be, god will put us back together. Until then we single.
~30 minutes later~
I hear a gentle knock on the door. That's probably Alexis. Paris wasn't sleep so I grabbed her with no problem and held her so I can go answer the door.
I looked in the peephole because I ain't no dumb nigga and sure enough it was her.
I opened the door.
"Wassup" I gave her a head nod still holding Paris.
"Hey" she said shyly. What she scared for ?
"I bathed her and fed her so she should be good for the next 45 minutes or hour." I said putting her in the car seat.
"You can come in you know that right ?" I chuckled a lil because she acting all timid.
"Oh sorry" she walked in and just stood by the door.
I'm not gone lie she looked good. Hell she always looks good.
When I was done getting Paris situated, I went outside to Lexi's car. Imma gentleman. She the mother of my child so yeah imma still treat her as such.
I put her in the car seat and made sure she was all buckled in then closed the door and went on Lexi's side.
I think I wanna play wit her a little bit. Just because.
I waved my hand down signaling for her to roll the window down.
"Be safe aight ?" I said licking my lips.
Her ass looked at em too. I know how to get her wet.
"Ok" she said softly and nodded.
"Aight then" I leaned in and passionately kissed her then bit her lip softly afterwards. No lie I felt a spark again between us like when we first met.
"And I love you too" I winked and walked back into the house.
I left her ass stuck, I can't tell.
I'm a man of my word so I meant that shit.
Like I miss her too, but I ain't gone let her know that. Because why would I break up with her and then a week later tell her I miss her ? That's some pussy shit. I like to let time fly by a little bit or wait for her to say something.
Until then, oh well.
Lexi
We made it to the mall and we were now in foot locker. I wanted some Jordan's for me and Paris to match and some little Jordan onesies for her as well.
When Clarence kissed me, I felt a spark like when we first met. I don't know if he's playing with me or what but I wanna talk to him. So I texted him.
~TEXT CONVO~
me- hey.
my baby😢💔- wsg ? something wrong with my baby ?
me- no she's fine. i just really wanna talk to you.
my baby😢💔- about?
me- us. that kiss. i felt something.
my baby😢💔- lexi it's been a week. i kissed you because i can.
me- but i miss you😔.
my baby😢💔- stop rushing this shit. if we meant to be then we will get back together. stop stressing over me. you wasn't stressing when you was- mane nvm.
me- i actually was stressing when i was at that nigga house. he told me you were dead, he tried to make me work for him while i was pregnant, and i didn't think i would ever get out of there. i was pregnant, he was abusing me and everything.
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(You know them three dots on iMessage when somebody is typing, yeahh that's what I tried to mimic. Those three dots means he's typing)
my baby😢💔- but you still fucked with the nigga after you knew he tried to kill me and after the fact that he abused you. you pissin me off rn because you contradicting yourself. we gone talk about this another time. just make sure my daughter ok and quit texting me. because you probably not even watching her.
me- ok see you soon i love you🥺.
my baby😢💔- i love you too Alexis😒.
~TEXT CONVO OVER~
At least I got an I love you. Maybe he's right, I shouldn't rush it. I wanna talk things out tho. I'm tired of this animosity between us.
