~At the hospital~
Alexis
I don't know why I'm in so much pain. I was in the back of a ambulance and Clarence was right by my side holding my hand.
"It hurts so bad" I say in tears.
"It's gone be ok baby we almost there" he said caressing the back of my hand.
"I love you so much" I say looking at him.
"I love you too baby, just try to relax" he said to me and I did as told.
~5 minutes later~
We finally got to the hospital and I was wheeled into a room. The pain stopped but I really don't know what was going on with me.
"Hello ma'am, may I ask your name please?" A lady in a white coat asked.
"Alexis Turner" I replied.
"Ok Ms. Turner we are going to do some tests on you to see what's going on ok? If you don't mind can we take a blood, urine, and ultrasound?" she asked.
What do I need a ultrasound for ? People usually get those when they're pregnant and I know for damn sure I'm not pregnant, or am I?
"No I don't mind" I said getting nervous.
She handed me a cup and I went to go pee. After I got done peeing, I noticed my pee was a little darker in color, like a orangish-reddish color.
I then washed my hands and left out the bathroom.
"Here you go ma'am" I handed it to her.
She looked at it kinda in shock "I'll do a test on this and come back with the results, after we will take a blood then ultrasound." she said with a small smile.
"Ok thank you" I said.
"You're welcome, I'll be right back" she said then left.
I looked at Clarence nervously and he got up walking towards me.
"Baby it's ok, Imma be here every step of the way ok?" he said assuring me.
"Thank you so much" I said tearing up and he just hugged me.
~15 minutes later~
The doctor came back with a bit of a sad look on her face.
"Um Ms. Turner we got your urine test results back and um you were pregnant but you miscarried the child. That explains why you were in pain and bleeding." she said
When she said that it felt like my whole world shattered into a million pieces. I didn't even know I was pregnant. What? How could I not know? My stomach was still flat and everything, but I was craving a lot of weird food combinations. Also I looked back and realized I ain't have my period in like a month in a half.
"O-oh my god" I covered my mouth and started crying.
"Baby" Clare came up and hugged me.
What did I do wrong? Was I not eating right? Having sex too rough? Did I squish my baby while doing something? I just had a bunch of questions in my head.
"We need a blood test just to make sure everything is ok with you and we need the ultrasound to see how big the baby was" she said.
That "was" broke my heart. This is my fault. He or she could still be alive if I didn't do whatever I did to hurt it.
"Ok" I just nodded while Clarence was holding me.
"It's ok baby, I'm here I'm not leaving your side. I promise." Clarence said. I just needed him to say those words.
