choose me

Chapter 15

Chapter 15 lol.Anyways,still hate this book,but I'm at 192 readers.Thank you so much honestly.I start getting more and more reads,and that just makes it up for all the shity things that happen during my day.Love you all.

-G. xx

Warning:self-harm

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(Niall's POV)

I went to sleep sad and angry last night.Ellie was mad at us for calling up a therapist for her.We ended up infront of her bedroom door for 10 minutes,trying to get her to open the door,but she just started saying hurtful stuff so we just left.

I just went into my bed,not even feeling like eating something.I pulled the blankets up to my neck and I just tried to sleep,but ended up crying.I just wanted what's the best for Ellie,because I love her,but she hurts me so bad sometimes.All of us.

30 minutes,I heard weird sounds coming from the another room.

-"What the fuck...''I mutter as I get up from my bed.I press my ear to the wall,because the sound was coming from the master bedroom next to mine,wich was Harry's room.

I hear Harry moan really loudly.My eyes widen.What is happening?Is he wanking?

-"Fuck,where did you learn to do that?"i hear him say and my eyebrows furrow.Who was he talking to while he was...Oh.OH.

Ellie.She learned that from doing it to me.And now she does it to Harry.I felt angry out of a sudden.It was me.I was the first.

-"Yeah,just like that."i hear Harry moan again.I should have just return to my bed and cover my ears with a pillow,but I was frozen.I felt tears springle my eyes and I felt like a punching the wall,but i didn't find the strenght in me to let go of the wall.

After a little while,I heard Ellie.

-"Are you still mad?"i heard her say.Wow.It's funny how trash she talked to all of us,but only there to "comfort" Harry.

I hear Harry mutter something back.I couldn't really hear what they were saying after that,because they were talking really low.

-"Heyyy.I hate you.Kiss me."i hear Ellie say.Oh fuck this.Fuck everything.Fuck Ellie.Fuck Harry.Tears were now running down my face.Just great.Round two of crying.

I go back in my bed and pull the covers up to my neck when i have a very good idea.

I'm gonna make her pay with her own medecine.

I wipe my tears and grab my phone.I look through the contacts and click when I see the name I was looking for.I put it to my ear.

-"Hey.It's Niall."I say."From One Direction."

-"Hi Niall from One Direction."i hear a girly chuckle on the other side of the phone."Of course I know who you are,silly."

I chuckle a little.

-"I wanted to call and see how you've been."I say,putting my head back on the pilow.

-"Yeah,I'm okay.I,uhm,I recently broke up with Justin,but beside that,everything is great."she says.

-"I'm sorry to hear that.What happened?"I ask.

She exhales before responding."Well,you know,the ususal.We just drifted apart."

-"Yeah,I understand.Hey,where are you right now?"I ask.

-"Well,actually,I'm in London."she says."I was invited for a magazine,so yeah,I'm here."

Yes,my plan can work.

-"Oh really?I'm in London too right now.I'm leaving for tour after tomorrow.Do you want to hang out tomorrow?"