choose me

Chapter 18

Sorry sorry sorry!I got caught up with school and the other book and forgot about this one.Oops.

I hope this chapter makes it up for the wait.Actually,no.You'll kill me at the end of this chapter.

Peace out.

Giu. xx

Warning:swearing.
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(Louis' POV,surprise surprise!)

Okay.Okay.I mean,I get it.Of course she would choose Harry.Plus I backed to let him be with Ellie.That was the whole point.Even though I still love her.I thought that I would have been able to just move on and let her be happy with Harry.

But ever since I saw them making out on the lounge chair,I feel so jealous and I have like two sides.The bad one,that says Go for it Louis.Harry would understand.And the bad part that tells me to stand my ground and to back off.

And I'm not going to lie,the bad part was starting to win.I can't believe how selfish I am.

Right now,we were in the big car that was bringing us to the Ellen show.Things were stil tense.Every since Harry got with Ellie,they both kinda forgot about us.They are in their own little own world.And as mush as i love Ellie,I fucking miss Harry too.

They were in the back of the car,whispering stuff to each other.I turn my head and see Zayn rolling his eyes.He wasn't very happy with all the shit that happened.Niall didn't really say anything about it.Liam is just trying to pretend like nothing is happening and I...I'm trying to see who to choose between my crush and my best friend.

We finally got there.We were met by many paps and fans outside,so after signing some autographs and taking some photos,we finally got inside the studio,directly to the dressing rooms.We weere all a little nervous.Atleast I was.I knew that Ellen will ask alot of personal questions and won't back down until she gets an answer.And that is always a stress.

I got dressed into my skinny jeans,a simple black shirt and some Adidas shoes.The boys dressed similar too.Ellie was wearing a pink blouse,that was not buttoned to the top,tucked into black skinnies with high heels,and and her hair up in a ponytail.I look at her with dreamy eyes and I see her meeting my gaze.I see her blush and she gave me a little smile before returning to talk to Harry.Of course.

We met Ellen and we talked a bit with her about today.She said the activity we were doing was a surprise.

5 minutes later,we were backstage,waiting for Ellen to introduce us.

-"Everyone is okay?"Liam asks us.

-"Yep,everything 's fine for me."I say,forcing a smile.

-"Yeah,same.These heels are so high though."Ellie chuckles."I'll probably fall infront of everyone."

We all chuckle.

-"I'll catch you,princess."Zayn winks at her.My eyes widen at Zayn's cockiness.With Harry being here too.

Ellie blushes and giggles.I see harry glaring at Zayn.I turn to Niall,who seemed as shocked as me.

-''Uhm,okay."Harry growls advancing to Zayn."Back the fuck off."

Gosh,they were not going to fight minutes before going on a talking show.

-"Haz,baby,It's okay.Come on."Ellie says,gripping his shirt to pull him back.

But Harry ignores her and scoots her hands away.

-"Harry,come on,it was just a joke."Zayn chuckles,but I could see that it wasn't and he wanted to piss Harry off.