choose me

Chapter 20

Next chapter is the last one haha.I wanted to thank everyone who read or checked out this story.I never expected to make it to more than 250 readers.It's really incredible and it feels so good to actually achieve something for once.Even though I don't know you personnally,I hope you have a good day and that you're happy.

Giu. xx
Warning:suicide.

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(3rd person)

6 years later.

The Brits awards 2020.One of the most important events in Britain.Everybody was there.Taylor Swift,Lizzo,Billie Eilish...

Harry was sitting with his sister Gemma and other people at their table wearing a bright yellow.He took a sip of his drink and just looked around.Even if he was with his sister and his entourage right now,nothing will beat the way he was feeling when he was here with his boys.

They always had so much fun at award shows.Louis and Niall got kicked out once because they kept hitting each other in the balls.Harry chuckles at the memory and it triggers Gemma's attention.

-"Why are you laughing?"she asks him.

-"I just remembered a funny story with the boys."he shrugs.

-"You miss them,don't you?"she sighs."Why don't you call them and check up on them?"

-"Because we split,Gem.There is no more 18 months,we're over."Harry says.

-"Yeah,but doesn't mean that you can't remain friends."she says.

-"It's just too many...memories and feelings."Harry shrugs.

-"About...Ellie?"she asks carefully.It was a very sensitive subject with Harry.

-"I don't want to talk about that now Gemma."Harry furrows his eyebrows.

The truth is,since Ellie left,he was devastated.He felt really guilty and he was so ashamed that he cut off with her completely.He didn't even know how she's doing right now.He changed his phone and would avoid any conversation about her,mostly in interviews.

That's what made the band fall apart too.The others were left pretty startled too.And one years after,tehy announced that they were going to split for 18 months,little more than a year,to try their own thing.

They all released songs and albums.And then after,the deal was kind of forgotten.Harry cut off communication with them too.He was also strating to become a great solo atrist.He could be more open,even more fame,money,fans...but there was always that void.Being in a band is less lonely.If he was sad,Louis would always cuddle with him and confort him.Niall would always make him laugh.But now,when he's down...he just has his guitar and his songs.No one will ever understand him the way those boys do.

ANd to the public eye,it seemed that he didn't really care about a reunion or anything,but it was making him think too much of Ellie.Sometimes,he was at Award shows,adn heard  her name being called up and he always excused himself to the bathroom.He never saw her.He doesn't know how she is or what she looks like.

No one of the other boys were here tonight but he knew that Elie was here,because she was in the nminations.He didn't want to look for her or see her,so he just kept quiet and watched the awards or talked to Lizzo behind him.

-"Okay."Gemma says."Just...I know I didn't know her for long,but she really liked you Harry."

-"That was 6 years ago."Harry shrugs."Doesn't matter now."

-"If you say so."Gemma sighs sadly.Seeing her little brother like this wasn't easy.He was always smiling and joking.Now,he lost all the people that made him happy around him.