Poisonous Love

Trying for you.

You tapped your foot as you waited the longest ten minutes of your life, your palms were sweaty and you couldn't focus on anything the teacher was saying. 

Once you felt Kat kick the legs of your chair signaling that it was time you sat up straight and raised your hand to be excused, once the teacher saw and nodded you quickly got out of your chair and slid out into the hallway. Your heart was racing now. 

" Hey" You shot up once you heard him speak, his eyes finding yours in an instant. He had his hands in his pockets as he walked closer to you, you let out a small breath as he stopped in front of you. " Hi" You said, trying not to sound nervous. You wondered what he was thinking about it.

He was thinking about you, your lips, your touch.

"Why did you leave this morning?" He asked and took his hands out, placing them next to your head, boxing you in. You gulped and titled your head to look at him. " I looked for you" You whispered and felt his breath on your lips as he scoffed. 

" You seem nervous and that's not the y/n I know" he spoke and stepped closer, closing any distance between you two, he was right, being nervous wasn't who you were, not around him. 

" I'm not nervous" You spoke confidentially and raised your hands, placing them around his neck, he smirked and pressed his forehead on yours " Prove it".

You leaned up and pressed your lips to his, your stomach exploding with butterflies, your body heating up. His hands seemed to move from the wall to your waist before you could notice, he lifted you up and pressed you on the wall, forcing you to wrap your legs around him.  He kissed back with as much want as you. 

He wanted to touch you, and never stop. 

" I really hate you" he said in between kisses, his hands gripping and wandering your legs and waist. You laughed a bit on his lips and ran your fingers through his blonde hair " Sure seems like it" you teased and he bit your bottom lip in protest. You moaned softly and pulled away from him, finally noticing that people were starting to come out of class. 

" Kat-" You spoke and he pressed his lips aggressively on yours again, placing one of his hands behind your head and keeping you against him. After a few seconds he pulled away, smirked and placed you back on the ground. 

" Better get to our next class" he said, the blush on his cheeks barley there but noticeable, you gulped, the feeling of his lips lingering on yours. You ran your fingers over your lips gently and looked back up at him " Don't miss me too much" you teased again and he chuckled and gently grabbed your face " Seems you're the one that's already missing me" he said and brushed his lips over yours, not kissing you. 

He was dying inside, he wanted to stay with you and kiss you all day, touch you everywhere but he was the strong one, he wouldn't show all his weakness. So he walked away and pushed the feeling of your lips on his away as he slid his thumb along his lips. 

You fixed your uniform and took a few deep breaths before making your way back to class. Izuku waited for you inside, you smiled and sat down next to him.

" Hey, you okay?" You asked and he smiled brightly at you and nodded " Yeah, are you?" he asked and you giggled and smiled back " Of course, we still on for tonight?" You asked, remembering he was coming over to watch the new All-Might movie. He looked back at you like he was thinking and then nodded " Yes, I almost forgot." He said, his mind busy with so many other things. 

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Once school was over and the strong glances between you and Katsuki were finally over you made your way out of school with Izuku, he talked about All-Might a lot on the way home, which he always did but it made you happy that he could be so happy about something. You were caught out of your thoughts when he asked you a question. 

" Are you and Kacchan okay?" he asked and you looked over at him, confused. " Yeah, normal I think, why do you ask?"

" You weren't down each others throat today" he asked.

Not in the angry way anyway, you thought and laughed a bit " I think its just the upcoming test, everyone is nervous" You said and he nodded in agreement. 

Once we walked past Izuku's usual turn you felt your phone vibrate in your pocket, you took it out to read the message. 

Kat: Why is the nerd not going home?

You: New All-Might movie tonight, wanna join? also why don't you just walk with us, this is dumb.

Kat: ugh right. 

Kat: tell me when he leaves

You rolled your eyes and put your phone back in your back pocket. Why couldn't he just walk with us, I know he wants to walk with me. 

He wanted to hold your hand and be close to you but he couldn't.

-- 

You passed Izuku a blanket and he sat on the floor, resting his back on the side of your bed, pulling his knees to his chest, his smile bright as you put the movie in. You laid on your stomach on your bed and rested on your elbows, your head being next to his. 

" Ready?" You asked and watched his excitement grow as your pressed play. 

As the movie went on your attention got pulled away as your phone kept going off, you reached over and grabbed it, turning the brightness down to not distract him. 

You smiled at the messages from Katsuki. 

Kat: Is it done yet?

Kat: Not that I care

Kat: you turned your light off to watch a movie idiot?

Kat: you are gonna hurt your eyes. 

You: Miss me much lol 

You: just come over Kat, stop being a baby. 

You sighed and placed your phone back. You went back to watching the movie, you climbed down next to Izuku and rested your head on his shoulder. 

After a few minutes you heard a knock on your door, you and Izuku both looked away from the movie and then at eachother. " Come in" you said, guessing it was just your mom, the door opened and your eyes went wide, Kat stood in the doorway, grumpy look on his face, dressed in sweats and a sweater, he glared at you and walked in, closing the door. 

" Kac-cchan what are you doing here?" Izu asked as he noticeably got tense and scooted closer to you. You kept your eyes on Kat as he just walked past him and sat down next to you on the floor, You smiled to yourself and looked back at the tv. 

" That wasn't so hard was it" you whispered to him and nudged him with your shoulder, he didn't say anything but you noticed the small smile on his lips. After a few minutes he slowly took your hand in his, surprising you and looking over at him. 

He needed the touch, it was killing him being this close.

He laced his fingers in yours and you did the same, keeping them low to the floor, he glanced over at you and gently rubbed his thumb over yours before looking back at the tv. 

" What's happening deku?" he asked and Izuku practically jumped out of his skin, he nervously explained what was happening, which Kat just grunted and gripped onto your hand tighter, reminding you he was here. 

He was here for you.

He was trying for you.