"I met her on the plane" Kian Lawley #Wattys2015

Chapter 13

***trigger warning.... agin***

Kian's pov

I woke up to see Alexia was still asleep. I took her phone because it was the only one near to check what time it was, but I found something more interesting than that.

She got a message from some guy called Jason, & the text said "hey baby girl, I'm coming to LA tomorrow, wanna hang out? I miss you a lot. xxx"

A lot of questions started to run around in my head. Is she cheating? Are they together? Who is he?

I went down to the kitchen & got my phone. 15 minutes lately Alexia came to the kitchen

"Good morning" she said & smiled at me. I didn't answer or smile at her. I just sat there & kept on checking my social media.

"Can you tell me what's wrong? She asked kind of annoyed that I didn't say anything

"Can you tell me who's that Jason guy is? Oh wait you don't need to. I'm done with it all" with that I got up & put my shoes on

"Kian, you got it all wrong, I can explain..." She said but couldn't finish

"Alexia you know what, save it, you can explain it to Jason" I said & got out the door & into my car & drive off. I don't knew where I was going but I didn't really care

***Alexia's pov***

I tried to explain it all to Kian but he didn't let me. Now he's gone. It tried to tell him that Jason was my best friend from back home but he just cut me off when I was about to say that, & then he went out the door & that's where it all ended

I run up to my room to get my phone & checked my social media, hoping that Kian had posted anything so that I could go & find him.

He posted on Twitter but that didn't help, it just broke me even more, the tweet said

"@KianLawley: You shouldn't let everyone into your life, sometimes they just will make you fall in love with them, but behind your back they just make a plan with someone else on how to break you"

I saw that all the tweets he got from his fans were mostly hate about me. I just sat on the ground & read some

(Idk if these Twitter names are real so I'm sorry if they are, & I am not making any shoutouts here so don't think in that way or something)

"@o2lbae: @aleksandraR00 is just a bitch, she made Kian fall in love with her but then she probably went & slept with someone else, she's so careless & she should kill herself"

"@kianisdaddy: @aleksandraR00 you should die, you just hurt people & it makes you happy, kill yourself bitch"

I quickly got up & went to my bathroom & took my razor out, it was the only thing I could do. But before I cut myself I need to get some pills & swallow at least a handful of them.

I ran downstairs & got a package of pills, this will probably make me fall asleep forever.

I went back to my bathroom sat down on the floor & started to swallow pill after pill. & after I swallowed one pill I made one deep cut somewhere on my body.

I went on Twitter to tweet the last time

"@aleksandraR00: sometimes people should let you explain. I hope this makes you happy, goodbye"

& with that tweet I logged out & swallowed some more pills.

I knew it would take some time for the pills to make me die, so I needed a faster way

I took my razor & cut on my vein. I was sitting there on the floor watching the blood fall down my wrist & hand like a waterfall, in some way it were beautiful

As I was watching the blood & felt like I was falling & within seconds everything went black

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A/N I am really sorry for not updating yesterday but, on Friday I was diagnosed with an eating disorder & I was just thinking about it the entire day yesterday & it was kinda shocking because I never though It could get this bad, but anyways the eating disorder I have is anorexia & if I don't get treated soon it can get really bad, but that's not really that interesting so anyways I didn't really had any ideas for this chapter, but I updated today, & I am really sorry & I will update later too
So do you think she will die?
Will Kian get over her?
What do you think happens?
xxx💜