UNASHAMED (Editing)

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!¡!Cameron¡!¡

I havent really been spending time with my brother Calvin. He has been so busy with football it's crazy. As i came home he was there. He was just sitting on the couch listening to his music. I took out his earbud and bear hugged him.

Me- I need your boy advice

Calvin- Wassup??

Me- Ok so long story short I like Justin and Gab and don't know who to choose

Calvin- I say you follow your heart

I gave him the straight face and he laughed.

Me- Come on for real

Calvon- That was for real just think like Justin hurt you and you never gave Gab the chance but he the jealous type and you hate that shit you either risk getting hurt again or try something new your choice but that choice cant be made with out you listening to your heart

I had to let that sink in, let me find out my brother wise.

Me- You have a point love one, but how you been

Calvin- I'm cooling but it's this girl

Me- Uh-oh hoe or you actually like her

Calvin- I like her

Me- Ok now we getting some where wassup

Calvin- Her name is Lyric and she is just beautiful and sexy like she jsut make a nigga speechless. But like she in a relationship with a jack ass and I know she like me but she the faithful type female and I respect that so she wont leave him for none

Me- What type of Boyfriend is he like how he a jack ass

Calvin- He treat her like shit like all he gave her for valentine's day was a kiss and she been rocking for his ass for a year she even got ina fight for him and he act like he dont appreciate her and I want to appreciate her and show her what a queen supposed to be treated like

Me- Oh shit you out of your hoeish ways I've always wanted this day to come

He laughed and I got serious.

Me- Tell her all the shit you told me and she'll eventually break trust me

Calvin- I guess

Me- Yeah

I layed on his shoulder and we watched family guy. Another night without our mother and father and big brother. We have become way closer because of how we have to deal with each other. I truly love my brother with everything within me.

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As I got up for another day I heard arguing. I sleep in my undies so I put on some gym shorts and a tank top. As I walked down the stairs i put my hair in a messy ponytail. Calvin and my mom were arguing and shut up when they saw me.

Me- Whats wrong everything ok

Calvin- dont worry about it baby girl wash up for school I'll give you a ride

I nodded and went back to my room. After my quick shower I put on my outfit (photo in the media). I quickly curled my hair as I ate two bagels and orange juice. I went downstairs grabbing my bookbag and kissed my mom on the cheek and went to Calvin's gray range rover.

Me- What were you and mom arguing about

Calvin- Dont worry about it

Me- I guess

I just turned his radio up and texted Gabriel

Cammy- Hey gab

Gab- Hey Cammy

Cammy- We gotta tlk in advisory

Gab- Ok thats fine

Cammy- Ok

We got to the school and I kissed my brother on the cheek and left. I went to my locker and spoke to squad then I looked for Justin. He was at his locker talking to Jasmine but who cares.

Me- Justin let me tell you something before the bell rings

He left and we slowly walked and I talked.

Me- Ok so i want us to always be friends because I'm deciding to be with Gabriel and I still want our friendship because you still mean a lot to me

Justin- you choosing that soft nigga over me

Me- Yep and he isn't soft

Justin- I can't change your mind so of course you my homie forever but just know I'll always love you

I smiled and he kissed my cheek and continued to walk because he was a few classes down.

Advisory

Gab sat by me and I gor straight to the point.

Me- Ok I'm done playing games...I want you

Gab- Wait what??

Me- I want you please tell me what I want to hear please

Gab- I mean I like you but too late

Me- Uh???

Gab- I'm with Brooklyn

Me- Brooklyn......wooooowwww

I sank into my seat and bit my lip. Ughhh something told me to go with Justin. I hate rejection man. Then if I go back to Justin it's like a rebound. What the fuck Gab!!!

Gab- Sorry

Me- What ever man

I put in my headphones and waited for lunch. I shouldve listened to my damn heart. My heart is with Justin I just thought about trying something new but that failed. The bell rang and I left in a hurry. Wait till squad hear this.....

Lunch

Emma- Wait what

Lucky- Dont tell me I gotta fight sis

Me- Nah bro you good but he with Brooklyn I mean look

We looked at they table and they kissed. Boy how that stung.

Meka- Sorry baby girl

Duce- I told you so

Me- Fuck you Duce lol

Lucky- I mean me and Duce told you Justin Gab a little bitch Justin will fight for you Gab look like he'll let yo ass get beat

Me- Stop dogging him

They gave me a look and I knew what it was for

Meka- Stop defending that dixk

Me- Omg stop being mean

Duce and Lucky caught Justin's eye and he came over.

Me- What the hell is....

Justin- Wassup

Meka- She sorry she want you she made the wrong decision

I barried my face in my hands I cant believe them most of the time. Justin stood me up sat down and sat me on his lap. I was blushing so hard. He kissed my neck and I once again barried my face into my hands.

Justin- Well....Cameron wassup

Me- I want you

Justin- Look at me and say it

Me- I want you

He grabbed my face and kissed me. Oh how i missed his kisses. My heart was with this boy from the moment I saw him again.

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