Chapter 13

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Zayn POV

Kate's been acting a bit strange latley, i really don't know what's going on with her

I looked next to me on the bed and saw a note

Thanks for everything Zayn, I went to Maddies house, see you soon
-Kate

Kate's POV

Oh my gosh I am such a horrible person, I thought while walking to my old home where my parents and I used to live.

I arrived at the house, got the spare key we used to hide under the mat and walked in. I slid with my back against the door hugging my knees and just cried. " I don't deserve to be alive," I whispered.

I know exactly what I have to do.

I walked to the garage grabbed a rope and a stool, I tied the rope with my shaking hands. I got up on a chair, attached the rope to the ceiling and jumped down. I grabbed the stool, put it right under the rope standing on the stool with my wobbling legs. just as I was about to put that rope around my neck I herd banging on the door which caused me to fall off the stool "Kate Lass OPEN THE DOOR RIGHT NOW!!!!" Yelled Zayn. I struggled to get back on the stool as Zayn started violently trying to knock the door down "KATE DONT DO THIS!" He screamed pushing the door harder. I finally got the rope around my neck as the door came crashing down "bye Zayn," I whispered with tears streaming down my face before immediately kicking the stool from under my feet. "Kate NOOOOO!!" He yelled grabbing my waist and safely pulling me out of the rope "I DESERVE TO DIE ZAYN!!" I sobbed violently trying to get out of his grip which only caused him to grip me tighter "JUST LET ME FUCKING DIE!!" I screamed giving up and sobbing into Zayns chest. "shhhhh it's okay baby I got you," he cooed into my ear while stroking my hair trying to calm me down. "I deserve to rot in hell Zayn, I've hurt so many people," "no your perfect and I love you just the way you are" he said in a soothing voice "I killed a fucking baby Zayn," "the past is the past Kate just let it go baby,"

Zayns POV
3 hours earlier

I'll call Maddie just to make sure she's alright.

Maddie answered after the 3rd ring

"Hello," she said into the phone "hey Maddie it's Zayn and I just wanted to make sure Kate is alright she said she was going to your house," I said "that's weirs shes not with me, oh wait she just texted me let me see what she said," said Maddie "oh shit Zayn I think she's about to commit suicide!!!" she said "fuck what!!" i yelled panicking "she texted me and said ' thank you for everything but I think it's my time to go, I got my memory back and I am such a horrible person, bye Maddie I love you,' "oh fuck," I yelled throwing my phone and sprinting to her old house.

Back to Kate's POV
Right after the incident

"It will all be alright I promise," said Zayn hugging me tighter "thank you Zayn, I love you,"

"I love you too sweetheart," said Zayn...

Authors note

Soo soorry it took me this long to update!! Hope u liked it comment what you think will happen next

Thank you

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