I woke up in a totally white room
"What happened," I asked Harry who was seated right next to me .
"You passed out, and by the way your baby's dead," Harry said.
Immediately tears started coming out of my eyes and they just wouldn't stop.
"What have I done," I said while I was crying into Harry's chest.
"It will all be okay I promise," he said trying to comfort me but he's still completely oblivious to the whole situation. if he knew that I cheated on Zayn with Niall and ended up pregnant with Niall he would totally leave me.
"Kate? Did you know you were pregnant?" Harry ask
Shit
Should I lie? No I think it's better if he knows so he can leave right now before I get too attached.
"Yes, harry I did know," I said with tears still flowing out of my puffy red eyes.
"There's something else I think you should know," I said in a really shaky voice swallowing the huge lump in my throat.
"I went out with Zayn then my ex josh dragged me out of there then I saw Zayn hugging Perrie which turned out to be his cousin so I went to the bar, got drunk and sord of kind of did some stuff that I'm not necessarily proud of," I said waiting for his reaction, but he stood there frozen so I kept going "but Niall promised me he used protection, but he didn't. I went to the hospital the next day and Zayn found out about all of this and he left. and I loved him
more than anything Harry," I said sobbing really loudly "so I got wasted and well ya you know the rest."
I was expecting him to yell at me. but he didn't. all he did was stand up, and walk away like I meant nothing to him.
"Noooooo!" I cried loudly
I deserve this. after all I did I don't even deserve to even be alive...
