Getting Adopted

School

2 weeks later....

Maddix writing in her Journal...
It's been hard I've been trying to say more words but nothing's working, I've started cutting myself again.But I'm happy at the same time, I'm so mad at myself why me . why can't I talk it's so hard, my life is full of shit.I just wish I was normal.
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This morning was hard, I really don't want to go to school,me and Cameron have gotten really close we've been spending a lot of time together. I woke up to the sound of my dumbass alarm clock, like okay okay I Got picked out some clothes and did my morning routine, I curled my hair out some makeup on. A black leather coat, black leggings and grey Uggs. Once , I was done I grabbed my phone and backpack and headed down stairs.

"He Cameron" my phone said, when I walked to the kitchen.

"Oh, Hey Sis want some pancakes" I nodded yes.

"Okay, here you go" he handed me my pancakes and I ate them so yummy...I waved goodbye to mom and dad and walked to school. I felt the cool breeze on my side listening to 'Habits of my Heart' I slowly walked down the sidewalk and I saw the school in the distance. Well here we go new school, new life.

5minlater.

I finally got to the school at the front door of it. I breathed in the cool air and headed in. Instantly I got stares. Like what the fuck you want. There's this black haired girl at her locker with her clique most likely talking about me. I started walking in to the front office. And I saw the front desk lady.(typing.....

" Hi I'm Maddix, can you print out my schedule"

"Oh yes you must be her, yes here is your Schedule" she turned around and grabbed me my schedule and handed it to me.

"Thank you" I typed

"Your very Welcome" she smiled and went back to her paper work.

I walked out of the office and to my locker, with my head down of course, I don't want to look at people when their starting at me makes me feel really uncomfortable.I finally found it and I tried to open it but nothing, I tried again, nothing. Then someone came behind me.
"Do you need any help" it was Cameron. I smiled and nodded.the first time he tried, he opened it. I laughed. He smiled and walked away. I turned around but then I got stopped by the black haired girl and her clique. She gave me the bitchy look.

"Don't you ever go by Cameron he's mine, little bitch"that hurt. I nodded. I can't deal with this bitch.

"What can't talk" she and her friends laughed.typing....

" No, actually I can't I'm mute"

"Haha, sucks for you little whore, I can talk all I want and talk shit about you" she pointed at me and walked away. Wow, this school has a lot of bitches that hurt....

I grabbed my books and closed my locker. It was hard trying to find my first period class,Because I didn't have didn't have different classes when I was in school at the Adoption center. I entered a room to a class, and looked around. Everyone started at me especially a brown haired boy with hazel eyes and all the boys just smirked at me and the girl just gave me the bitchy looks.(Typing.....

"Am I in the right class"

"Oh yes Honey, you are. Ummm Maddix" I nodded.

"Okay, well you can sit by Matthew." Ohh shit it's the creepy boy. I sat by him. He just starred at me with a smirk on his face. Dooshbag.