Chapter 12

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Maddix's POV
I RAN TO MY ROOM AND COLLAPSED ON TO MY BED MY EYES FILLED WITH TEARS. I SAT ON MY BED CRYING AND I GO MAD AND SLAMMED MY FIST AGAINST THE WALL AND PAES AROUND MY ROOM FERIOUS.....

Matt's POV

I walked up to my room and sat on. My bed with my computer I got really bored so I went out on my deck to do a YouTube video. But then, I saw Maddix I. Her room crying and throwing things around, and shit...did I really hurt her that bad.... Oh well...whatever. She slapped me so yeah.?... (((A/N I'm trying to say that MATT is being a dumbass right now he sorta doesn't want to be rude to her, but at the same time ig he's nice then he'll loose his popularity in school))) I kept starring at her, I'll pretended I was sleeping so she wouldn't think I was starring. I closed my eyes and sat in my chair and curled up with my knees by my chest. I opened one eye a little to see what's going on, Maddix wasn't in her room anymore. Thank God.

Maddix's POV

I THREW literally what ever I could find in sight.....I kept PAES around my room. Im done.....I ran to my bathroom I washed my face and looked up in the mirror. Why can't I be normal why can't I be pretty why can't I be popular why can't I get any friends why can't why could I have been adopted earlier I have my real parents..I felt the rage to cut myself, I ran to my shower and grabbed my razor and sat back on my bed with a towel.

1 Cut

2cuts

3cuts

4.... I sat their crying with blood on my fists running down onto my knees then to my feet.

Matt's POV

I got up and started doing my video since I didn't see her, but then I saw her come back with a razor?!!?! No. !! I did this oh my god. I saw her cutting a lot blood running down her legs, she cried and cried. What do I do..... This is all my fault... I sat up more and looked at her. Then, I saw her look over with a sad face crying. Holding her face with her hands. I quickly went inside and grabbed my big notebook and a blue marker. I sat back in my balcony and wrote.

'Did I do this to you?' She looked over and sat up and she grabbed a notebook and a marker.

'Fuck you' and with that she closed her curtains.

Maddix's POV

I Saw him....he saw me cutting ....he saw him write down something on a notebook

'Did I do this to you?' It said. Really no, You didn't.(A/N Sarcastic<<) I'm not gonna take hims sympathy I'm not gonna take his shit!i grabbed my notebook and marker

'Fuck you' and I closed my curtains....

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