this alcohol takes the stinging pain and numbs it. it makes my thoughts of you fade, the image of your smile imprinted in my mind smear. the numbness helps me feel calm, suppress my desire, decrease my will to cry because your not here, because you'll never be here. it spins my mind a million ways, it distracts me from the smell of your shirt that I can't get myself to throw away. but at the same time, this vodka tastes like I'll be texting you tonight, because even in my most unconscious state you always seem to creep into my mind, into my thoughts, into my actions. but maybe I'll just keep suppressing the sting, by drowning myself night after night. fading reality. slowing down time.
n.k.
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hey guys! i hope youu like this update! this isnt saying that alchol is the answer in any way shape or form! i just kinda wrote it, ive never drank before but i got inspiration from a tweet and it kinda just flowed. love you guys lots! & no matter your struggles your always worth it, every minute you keep on going is worth it, because you are loved and cherished, even if im the only one, but youll always be important, keep up the fight because victory is so much sweeter than surrender. comment & vote, and dont forget, love you guys alot!
nlk xx.
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Poetrypoems from my mind and soul to yours xx. i hope you enjoy! these are just series of poems, written during the 2 am struggles, or moments where life is incredible, and thank you, for clicking and even reading one, because it means the world to have t...
