why do i do this to myself? i look at you and i just melt, every detail of your entire being makes my soul erupt into joy into love, my stomach explodes into butterflies, my soul screams overwhelmed. but your just a facade, your someone who everyone knows, every one loves. and every one has a better chance of getting you, of being able to hold you, to talk to you, to learn about your deepest fears, you darkest secrets, your quirky habits. they'll be able to run there fingers through your hair, they'll be able to comfort you when you cry, to make you laugh, to make you smile, God i love your smile. i just torture myself by making these scenarios, these possibly impossible situations that could happen, but then i rip my head back into reality, and i shatter into a million pieces, and your not here to pick me up, so i pick myself up piece by piece, just to knock myself down again with the whiplash of reality and the breaking realization that its all just a day dream....and im in my own life five thousand miles away from your heart, but i keep doing it, because the pain is worth it, for those 2 minutes in daydream heaven when your face fills my mind and your aroma floods my nose and dizziness of happiness washes over me.
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hii! sorry this is kinda spur of the moment (oops for bad spelling & grammar) and kinda depressing :/ don't fall in love with someone you cant have, or someone you don't know, because its just heartbreak over and over and over again, be positive pretties!! ill have some happy stuff up next...kinda just had to get this out, much love, stay happy x
nlk xxx.
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cherry lips & crystal skies
Poetrypoems from my mind and soul to yours xx. i hope you enjoy! these are just series of poems, written during the 2 am struggles, or moments where life is incredible, and thank you, for clicking and even reading one, because it means the world to have t...
