I felt her red velvet nails going down my back while we were kissing , gosh she was so amazingly beautiful I knew I was hard on her I was neglectful towards her but I loved her something about her was just so different from every other girl .
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" Do I make you feel like Christmas time " I say pulling away from the kiss "I'll be yours you'll be mine " he says smirking " I adore your feelings " I say smirking "your such a bittersweet girl darling" he says "what are we now " I say crossing my arms "friends with benefits " "Not very friendly babes " I say getting close to him " then you'll be considered mine " He says kissing my neck "not so fast you still have a girlfriend" I say putting my hand his chest "your right but she's my ex now " he says cupping my face "hmm" I say "I swear y/n " he says looking into my eyes "fine ".
After talking sorting things out I left home I wasn't going to tell Layla about this till I knew exactly what I was going to her cuz I'm pretty sure she would get mad knowing I got back with my ex oopies or even better Sebastian what was I going to say , I should of just told him to stop cuz I know exactly where this going to lead at, I laid down thinking about how I was going to tell seb after thinking I fell asleep .
Next morning
I had woken up to literally loud music coming from my neighbors I was pretty annoyed because it was always the same thing at 8:00am they always started playing music , I had notice seb texted me looking back at it why did I have to kiss Louis back ugh , after deciding if this was the right moment to txt back seb I decide to jus go with it .
Seb<3
Hey we need to talk
Hey what's up
Um look I'm sorry But I jus don't think this relationship is going to work I thought about and don't get me Wrong your such a sweet girl but I jus been really confused about My feelings towards you I don't want to hurt you Instead let's break it off I'm sorry y/n
Its okay I understand I felt the same way jus take Things slow
So your not mad ?
No lol I understand
Thank you for understanding y/n
Np
(Seb is left your right)
I was confused like why did I feel this way I was sad overwhelmed after thinking I started crying what has my life come to ? I decide to call Layla hoping for her to answer she was the only I could vent too she was the person I could tell anything she had been there with so many times I trusted her. After I called her we decide to meet up she was going to pick me in a bit , I didn't have the energy to do anything I was desperate to find happiness I was so tired of everything, I quickly got dressed brushed my hair did basically everything I had to do , I didn't feel like stressing over an outfit today so I jus picked whatever I had in my closet
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( if you don't like the outfit jus imagine something else )
I went with a purple cardigan and a purple dress with red flowers, after I spray a soft scent perfume , after 20 minutes had passed Layla picked me up " hey bestie are you okay " she says keeping her eyes on the road "no I'm jus sad overwhelmed filled with stress " I say Frowning .
We had arrived her house we were kind of hanging out and also cheering me up " y/n what happened why do u feel this way " She says handing me a cup of tea "Okay so Louis wants me back and seb broke up with because he felt confused about his feelings towards me and we'll I'm shitty a person ugh everything just isn't good right now " I say on the verge of tears "HUH LOUIS WHAT" she says shocked "I KNOW BUT LIKE IM FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN AND I MISS HIM LIKE U DONT UNDERSTAND " I say smiling "Y/N ARE U DUMB" she says "ya" As I was ranting her about what Louis had told me I get a Notification from Louis ...
AUTHORS NOTE Heyy cuties How are you guys Sorry for this chapter being so bad I just kind of Wanted to post LOL also if there any spelling errors that's my fault I had to kind of write this in a rush I know haven't posted anything but forgive me for that I'll probably post another chapter soon <3
