potions and lies

10- I cant do this anymore prt 1

Sorry for the wait guys

The week had passed, And tonight was the Yule ball,I'd spent the week learning to dance and hanging with Draco.

Even tho itd been a days I still couldn't stop thinking about that night with Severus, the way his hands felt against my body.
I'd never felt like that before, even pleasuring myself couldn't compare to the way he made me feel.
Just thinking about it caused a throbbing feeling between my legs making me to clench my thighs Together.

He'd not payed much attention to me these last few days. It was even more frustrating than when we hadn't had sex, at least then i didn't know what I was missing.
Now I just wanted him more than ever.

Severus POV
I didn't have to get up for class today so I decided to stay in bed a bit longer.

I'd been ignoring y/n for days, trying my best to push intimate thoughts of her away from my mind.
I care a lot for her, I just don't want to put her through the pain of being with somebody like me, she didn't deserve that.

Even so the image of her perfect body was branded in my mind, the way her soft skin felt against my rough hands, the faces of pleasure whilst I touched her in her most intimate places.

And just like that I was hard again, this needed to stop, I'd had to stay seated in class multiple times because seeing her was a constant reminder of that night and my hard on would be very visible through my trousers.
Part of me wanted to give in to my desires but I knew If I did that again I wouldn't be able to let her go, I'd be in too deep.

Tonight was that stupid Yule Ball I never liked it even as a kid I had no one to go with, I had wanted to ask Lilly but that dickhead James had gotten there first.
Not only was it a reminder of that imbecile, I now had to watch y/n dance with another guy, The thought of his hands around her waist was enough to piss me off. Still at least she wouldn't be dancing with potter.

I'd just avoid her, they'd be loads of other students there I probably wouldn't even see much of her.

Y/n POV

Me and Luna had decided to get ready together, Luna had been asked by Neville longbottom which was honestly the cutest things ever, Neville was obsessed with plants and Luna was obsessed with nature and animals it was actually rather perfect.

Lunas dress was absolutely stunning, her hair platinum blonde hair was in loose curls.
Luna had asked me to do her makeup for her ,she honestly looked perfect.

I curled my hair and did my makeup, I left putting on my dress till last minute to avoid ruining it, Luna hadn't seen my dress yet and as I pulled it out my wardrobe Lunas face flickered with amazement

"Wow y/n that must have cost a fortune!"

"It was a gift"

"From who? Someone who clearly holds high admiration for you"

"Just a friend"

"Well that 'friend' clearly likes you a lot"  she giggled

The Dress fit perfectly to my body and flattered my figure well, I looked in the mirror and was amazed at how pretty I actually looked, I never wanted to get out of this dress....well perhaps if Severus was the one removing it, then I wouldn't be a posed to the idea.
I pulled myself away from the thought and back to my outfit.
The necklace that came with the dress just brought it all together, the necklace looked more expensive than the dress, it lay perfect on my chest flattering my neck, you know what'd be an even better necklace? ...Severus' hand,
I was bound to catch his attention tonight, maybe he'd even change his mind.